Unseen, unheard I move without being noticed. I stand behind a curtain that never gets pulled back. Should they keep the washer & dryer or go with what's behind door #2? Maybe it's a shiny, new sports car or maybe it's a donkey dressed like a farm girl.
I don't know what I am doing, what I want to say, or what the point is. I feel like the creepy guy who still hangs out in the high school parking lot because he can't move on. I know most may talk and snicker behind my back, but it's all I've got now that everything that was is no longer.
I grasp at straws, throw darts at a map on the wall, play my 101,317th game of eeny-meeny-miney-moe in my head and yet I will never have an answer since I don't even know the right question to ask.
I don't know what I am doing, what I want to say, or what the point is. I feel like the creepy guy who still hangs out in the high school parking lot because he can't move on. I know most may talk and snicker behind my back, but it's all I've got now that everything that was is no longer.
I grasp at straws, throw darts at a map on the wall, play my 101,317th game of eeny-meeny-miney-moe in my head and yet I will never have an answer since I don't even know the right question to ask.
i am glad you liked my voice. that was a really cool compliment, and kinda funny to me at the same time. are you sure you weren't just being hypnotized by my little boobies?
my brother is 23 now, but he won best defensive lineman on our high school football team. he is rather massive-seeming in person. ck is a martial arts master and double black belt, but it still just makes his body strong and wiry. i think that although they are the same height, my brother probably has about 30 pounds on the ck.
so, even though you might not think you know the right question to ask, lookit that! i just wrote you a four paragraph response!
i think the site admin has worked very hard to make this feel like a safe place for most of us. i personally wouldn't put so much out there if i didn't feel this safe. and if your metaphors are referring to a lack of response from people on this site, i'd suggest it may have something to do with the fact that you do stay behind the curtain so very much.
i mean, that's not really you in that profile pic is it? heh.