I'm a spitegul little twat, a sorry son of a bitch. I wish I wasn't so goddamn moody so much. It's like when your drunk and you have that sort of out of body experience where you are doing and saying stupid things but you lack the ability to control yourself. Your in your car, sliding out of control, you pump the brakes and turn...
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I'm not trying to be superior and if I come off like a snob it was 100% unintentional, but what the fuck is the deal with some of the people who participate in the BOARDS? If the topic wasn't already dumb they make it so by their refusal to take it remotely seriously. A lot of the conversations, especially on the HOOK-UP board are like...
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Life is shit! I go to work and most of the people there see me as nothing more then a servant. If I get excited about anything I have to make sure it falls into the right criteria or my parents will be all judgmental and crap on it. I have no friends, no life, no money, no discipline. When something bugs me, I get...
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Okay, what piece of my soul can I expose today? Let me think...hmm....there was that time I drove past that accident scene on the highway, til' this day I get a little spooked when I see anything covered in a yellow tarp. Both my big toes are double jointed. When I was ten, I accidentally shot my neighbor's cat with a pellet gun trying to...
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You know that saying, "beer before liquor, never sicker" well in my case it was more like "too many clear liquids in a glass gaurantee you will fall on your ass."
We had put down a few beers when Soala wanted to see how many Martini's I could drink so he challenged me to a contest. I managed to do about six, I think, I...
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We had put down a few beers when Soala wanted to see how many Martini's I could drink so he challenged me to a contest. I managed to do about six, I think, I...
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Fridays kick aayass! I just got paid, Calypso said I could give her a back rub, my fools from Minnesota, Soala and Chris are popping by this weekend, plus, my boss is on vacation next week so if I'm too hung over to make it on Monday it's al good. Hot dog!
sophie:
yeeah! that sounds like a rockin' good weekend!
in answer to your question: therapy. i found a great therapist who helped me see alot of stuff. helped me understand that if you say goodbye to the low lows, doesn't mean you can't still experience the high highs. and also helped me to stop striving for perfection. which was really key in my journey. oh yes, and she helped me circumvent the path from fear or hurt to a swollen hypothalamus that would cause me to be a real bitch. yeah. therapy helped me see the road, and eventually i started to travel it. one step at a time.
how's that for sexy naked sirens kickin' down the real deal? heh.
in answer to your question: therapy. i found a great therapist who helped me see alot of stuff. helped me understand that if you say goodbye to the low lows, doesn't mean you can't still experience the high highs. and also helped me to stop striving for perfection. which was really key in my journey. oh yes, and she helped me circumvent the path from fear or hurt to a swollen hypothalamus that would cause me to be a real bitch. yeah. therapy helped me see the road, and eventually i started to travel it. one step at a time.
how's that for sexy naked sirens kickin' down the real deal? heh.
My cute little niece Ember is such a pistol. Only 15 months old and she's already a wild child running around getting her hands into everything and she has the coolest auburn hair. Whenever she comes over she won't eat unless I hold her in my lap and sometimes she'll try to feed me. She loves to pet and chase my neighbor's cat. I still...
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hypnogogic:
if it makes you feel any better, youre gonna get laid for starting that thread 
p.s. masuimi max is the hottest girl to ever live
p.s. masuimi max is the hottest girl to ever live
happyboy:
Thanks man, I'd feel even better if I knew when. Ah, if only Miss Max knew of my affection for her.
I need to learn acceptance. I don't mean acceptance of other races or cultures, but of life in general. I was watching a documentary the other day on A & E called A Warrior's Journey that was about the message Bruce Lee was trying to convey in his movie The Game of Death which he didn't get to finish before he passed in 1973. At...
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eli:
thanks!
To gain insight on those things i would read.
Stuff abour warriors tales and sacred geometry and stuff. I have to run to work now, and i dont want to try and sound smarter than I am, so im out, but good luck with it.
To gain insight on those things i would read.
Stuff abour warriors tales and sacred geometry and stuff. I have to run to work now, and i dont want to try and sound smarter than I am, so im out, but good luck with it.
lavonne:
first of all, I need to know that a person isn't just a "collector" of friends. To be on my list of "friends" requires some kind of relationship, which requires some kind of effort.
If people want to just read my journal they can just bookmark me...
Maybe this is harsh, but I don't actually want a huge list of friends. Quality, not quantity right?
If people want to just read my journal they can just bookmark me...
Maybe this is harsh, but I don't actually want a huge list of friends. Quality, not quantity right?