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Just another night after rehearsal.

I just had a long day of what seemed to be nothing work (mostly because I do enough to get by) and then I goto rehearsal. Now I'm in the middle of a show called Escanaba in da Moonlight written by Jeff Daniels. Yes the Dumber in Dumb and Dumber or as I first saw him Colonel Joshua Lawrence Chamberlain.

Someone asked me last week why I put so much time into acting, or into comedy, and seem to ignore the world around me. I put friends, family, my own sanity to the side for this.

Just to get up and act. Perform for a handful of people and make them laugh. Because it is my passion. It is my goal in life to entertain. I want people to be in awe of my talent. While it is not all there yet I understand. I am constantly working on it. And while I work I feed the monster inside of me. My Passion grows and grows for the crowds in front of me. To entertain and put the best damn show I can muster and be able to raise my head a little bit higher because I am admired for the work Ive done.

I know, it is self serving. But I think right now a little bit of self serving, after a life of service might do me some good. Peace out SGers!