My father was a man built from his own broken pieces, blooming the same idled flowers that were his daughter, and sons. Day by day and step by step I unraveled threads only to an ever more complicated nothing that filled my fathers place. I never really knew him, I just wished I hadEither for me or him. What I wanted was the elaborate treasure...
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lizzi:
I'm sorry to hear this, I hope you feel better 
loca:
WOW I feel that pain you spread so neatly on this screen....my Dad is my favorite guy ever but he did that to all of my brothers and I feel thier pain as well , my mother never loved. LOCA rose above her and is bigger BITCH THAN SHE COULD EVER BE! I am cold as ice right now, I had to let one go I loved and left like a sick puppy at his master's funeral ready to go pee on a new persons carpet till I can stop crying. I dumped him and I am crying. WHY? DID I LOVE AND LOOSE OR WAS HE JUST NO GOOD AND I LOVE MYSELF ENOUGH TO GET OUT WHILE I WAS STILL AHEAD? 
Kisses to you and love to your puppy too thanks for a beautiful way that you experssed your pain I was already in the morbid mode I slapped him when I dumped him though he would never choke me when we fucked anyways fuck it....mmmmm yeah I will go to sleep now and I hope you will be in my dreams kissing the tears away from each others blackened hearts and move on to new dreams where we live happily ever after with happy seeds of helthy babies who are loved and grow up secure that they are secure and we can become new creatures in a world surrounded by good friends and lovers that will be so good to us..........
Kisses to you and love to your puppy too thanks for a beautiful way that you experssed your pain I was already in the morbid mode I slapped him when I dumped him though he would never choke me when we fucked anyways fuck it....mmmmm yeah I will go to sleep now and I hope you will be in my dreams kissing the tears away from each others blackened hearts and move on to new dreams where we live happily ever after with happy seeds of helthy babies who are loved and grow up secure that they are secure and we can become new creatures in a world surrounded by good friends and lovers that will be so good to us.......... Il ne me porte pas beaucoup au sjour attach aux feuilles chaudes et l'air frais dvisageant dedans de la fentre ouverte prs prs. Mon mou de mchoire, mes bras dans les vices de l'acier froid attachs l'armature de lit attendant pour se casser librement de mon convoitise unrelentless... je dis cela maintenant, mais moi aime l'isolement de mes mains se rendant la douleur douce du...
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lizzi:
Holy shit I don't have time to read this, but I was TOTALLY at that Nekromantix show! What a small world
I had spent the great light of my day rigorously pondering the question of what I should be feeling or thinking with open arms. The only overwhelming flood of sensation that I savored was the nothing of thoughts infusing my body down to the very skin. A personal discovery made tremendous by the hollow my heart occupied, or better yet its permanent home. Was it...
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lizzi:
I am so sore and still dyed purple and green from last night, I needed a little Gwar action. When did you go to that Nekromantix show in Seattle? I might have been there...
From Butterfly to Caterpillar
Current mood: accomplished
I look back on the days I had spend pacing slowly, back and forth in the half furnised living room that I occupied. I relentlessly pndered on the hours and second of when YOU would finally leave your persistent heartache. HE had not name or real face to me, but I knew he had something I obsessed and...
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lizzi:
I wish I had time to read this right now! I'll be back!
I look back on the days I had spent pacing slowly back and forth in the half furnished living room that I occupied. I relentlessly pondered on the hours and seconds of when YOU would finally leave your persistent heart ache. HE had no name or real face to me, but I knew he had something I obsessed and cravedYOU. It ravaged and saturated me...
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lizzi:
Wow, that was amazing. I was just going to come here and compliment you on the new avatar, and tell you the show was amazing, but wow!!
DISCLAIMER: This is that I was and partially made me who I am so don't take it too serious.
I look back on the days I had spent pacing slowly back and forth in the half furnished living room that I occupied. I relentlessly pondered on the hours and seconds of when YOU would finally leave your persistent heart ache. HE had no name or...
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I look back on the days I had spent pacing slowly back and forth in the half furnished living room that I occupied. I relentlessly pondered on the hours and seconds of when YOU would finally leave your persistent heart ache. HE had no name or...
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I will be posting my new "life blog" within the next five days
Hanz the king of pirates
Hanz the king of pirates
by friday, I will post a new "life story" blog like I did in my previous weeks. I figured I would write at least one life story per month in detail, casually unveiling my past and current life stituations. I hope you read the one before and comment. Also enjoy the more to come. Thanks
Hanz The King of Pirates
Hanz The King of Pirates
lizzi:
Thank you for the advice! I remember my mom being the same way about tattoos, but this is a little different. But I really, really appreciate the advice I need all I can get!
I need all I can get!I can say that I definitely woke up feeling pretty good. My body was mildly penetrated by the feelings of haze. I say I am going to stop yet I never really find a reason too. It's always great the night before when everybody is laughing, playing, and telling stories. I drink, and never really seem to feel alright, maybe I should stop drinking and...
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It does not take me much to stay attached to the warm sheets and the fresh air peering in from the open window near by. My jaw slack, my arms in vices of cold steel tied to the bed frame waiting to break free from my unrelentless lust...I say that now, but I love the isolation of my hands surrendering to the mild pain of...
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