hanzzarate

Well, I guess it has been a while since I write yet again. Anyhow, things have been a little hectic lately especially with school kind of kicking my ass. For the most part things have been kind of dandy and somewhat dangerous. A few days ago, I ended up going out with some people at work to party all night long, actually till 6am, which is cool, but I think it raises to many problems. I ended up making out with a co worker, but I guess that where things will end....what the fuck is wrong with me. I have also been pushing my music a little more than usual. I even ended up putting some money down on a stand up bass. I have been putting together some songs lately that are actually pretty good. One of these day I might even post one up, but I am afraid that someone might steal it. For the most part I have actually been keeping a real journal like I use to. I really think that has helped me open my eyes a little wider to understanding whats going on with me and other. I also started to paint a shit load. Well, I guess I had better get ready for work, plus I still need to finish some homework for all my classes. Take care and God bless

Hanz the king of pirates.

P.S. I am trying to do more of "the right thing" lately. I think I am getting to old to be playing games with myself. I am also going to put my hair back into the "psycho spike pomp" instead of the "up town swirl". Fuck I am bored.... I wish I was at school or somewhere completely different...even if it is just in my mind.