hanzzarate

Fuck these days seem to be getting longer and hotter. Lately I have been thinking up just picking up after a year and heading to Spain for a year. I think I am still thiking about that one. Anyhow, I kind of been having weird days at work lately. The people I work with look at me like some kind animal....but in a good way I guess. For example. I have been partying with many of my co-workers lately simply because I know that after work I will definitley relax and have some fun rather than carry the stress from work straight to bed. Anyhow, somehow I seem to be drinking a little more than usual, and before you know it I am taking my shirt off in the rest room with one of the chics from work...yea it sounds cool and too be honest I kind of like it, but the reality is I work with these people. Like today, I was counting my register and the girl I was talking with at the party starts to stare at me, along with her friend (another co-worker) and does not look away. I asked "can I help you with anything" and her answer was "what, can't I just look at you" I thought it was kind of weird, but I think deep down inside I really love it. I know it is wrong because working with someone all the time can cause problems at work...I know it has happend before...but I just want SEX why lie about it!!! damnit!!! I guess I really don't know what to do...The worst part is I do the same with my managers...and I sometimes even think that it gets a little out of hand..Shit people I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me...Lust is so fucking strong.

Take care and God bless

Hanz the king of pirates
Viva pirates!!!