hanzzarate

Wow, the past couple of days have been really fun and exciting. I definitley got my self in some adventures, and discussions. I think I also need to kind of relax or else I am going to find myself getting out of control like before. It is actually kind of weird how I have slowdowns in fun, then all of a sudden it's this rollercoaster of adventures.

So Anyhow, I was at work the other day and my friend asked me "why did I not 'settledown' when I had the chance". The funny thing is, I obviously was not ready to and how the hell does she know the whole scheme of what was going on. If she knew my ex even she my friend would have disliked her, but like most situtuations I am going to hear the shit. I noticed that I am pretty lucky in hooking up and keeping people, but I am never happy with who I am with. Hey, at least I am honest with myself and realize that these people just don't have that spark that can't make me stop thinking of them. I am just unlucky in the scene of love. So for those of you who care to know my life story.lol
here is a song that is perfect from the REV>

My first love she left me all alone
My second love she cut me to the bone
My third, fourth, and fifth Lord tell me up above
Why am I unlucky in love

Oh, Lord forgive me I have sinned
And My days may very well be near an end
My unworthy lifes's hard to defend
But, oh lord I need a friend

Unlucky in love
Unlucky in love
Sweet turtle dove
Sweet turtle dove
Oh, Lord above
Oh, Lord above
Unlucky in love oh, Lord
Why am I unlucky in love
Unlucky in love
Unlucky in love
Why am I unlucky in love

My father said sone now you're a man
And there's just on simple thing to understand
You get just what you give in this life that you live
And hopefully your lucky in love.

Thats song fucking rocks!!

Well, I guess I had better go I need to buy my dog some food, and I need to buy some razors to shave. I guess I will write back again. Take care and God bless

Hanz
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