hanzzarate

I guess another day begins...This morning I woke up in kind of a weird mood. I was going to go running but I really did not feel like it because I had a question in my head that my ex fiance asked me. "Who Are You?" I know it sounds like a simple question, but how simple is the answer? To me, it is a bit more complicated than that. It is not always who you are but who you will become, have become, or want to become. I guess I was never much of a person for simple answers, because I know life not to be so simple. I speak from an experience from being homeless to owning a home with my brother. I guess here is a simple (simple enough) answer of who I am for now....I am a person that holds a lot of stock in other people. I feel that many people are not being heard enough these days and are judged to quickly. I feel this causes bitterness in people and makes people believe that no one is there for them, which in return, they imply the same behavior to others. I also believe that I was here to help the underdog in life. Why would I want to help someone who already gets all the support in the world. It seems that those who have more keep getting more and those who have less keep getting screwed and not always by there own faults. I am truly a people person because I know what its like to be on the other end, so those are my people. I am also an amazing friend to those I do have. I have hundreds of "friends" but my true friends I can only count on one hand. Those are the people who have been there for me and I will be there for me even if it involved laying down my own life. They have proved to me that they are friends and I owe them the same. I guess I am also kind of a trouble maker because of my behavior, but I guess there is going to be flaws in everything. The more I read this, even though I have not really read this, this is pretty much directed to a friend to ask me where I stand on things. Like they say...I can say everything in the world, but the truth is the only way to judge the fruit of a mans heart is through his life. Those are his true words. We should live by our actions not by our words.

Also my best friend wants me to move back to Washington and go halves with his shop but to be honest I don't like washington. I guess I need to think about it.

Well, I need to go to work and when I come back I need to write some more music. I really want to get a good psychobilly band going. Take care and God bless.

Hanz


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