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This weekend was depressing, that's a fact, I haven't been depressed in a while. Actually, the only time I get depressed is Christmas eve, I spend it alone in my room with a dozen carona's. But this weekend was depressing, for the first time in a while I felt alone....

It started Friday night, I just got home and was still in the drive and I was like ohhhh yeahhhh about to get my game onnnnnn. I get a text from my brother, don't come in I'm busy. Which translates to "I'm getting my mac on" I thought well that's great, who the fuck am I going to play video games with tonight? I can't get jiggy to this shit...

So i got out of the car and notice a chicks shoe's in the foyer (not really a foyer just being fancy) flatmates girlfriend is over. I head straight to my room, take off my clothes jump in the shower get out and jump into bed.
Dont you just hate it when you just hate it when you warm up one half of the bed and unwittingly roll over to the other side and the bed is cold...

I got a text from my best friend, she wanted to go to the movies. I was like hell yeah! I need to get out of this place.

I wore purple shoes

Only tough guys wear purple shoes..

We watched bridesmaids.. I had already seen it, but I enjoy her company.

I worked Saturday but I picked up this on the way to work

Its harder to plan than I thought. But ill get there and when I do, Ill be a serenading the ladies...

Then today we got to texting and she wasn't doing much I was about to finish work and didn't want to go home, so I rocked over and we watched movies and had dinner. She lay in my arms and then in my lap. I didn't feel alone, I felt warm.

As her head was laying in my lap, I had to try not to get a hard on, I wasn't wearing any underwears (laundry day) Now that was a mission, because you know what its been a while guys..

Then after the movie I boosted it home, she had an early start I don't start till 11.

She gives the best hugs, she likes to smell my neckVersace Blue Jeans, its a classic kids!, then she kisses it. I miss that, the hugs, the cuddles, the movie watching, the dinner eating, the being lazy I miss it all! I didn't realize it, till I felt that loneliness on Friday night.

Ugh, I'm not normally like this.. I am normally super tough... honest...

Anywhoo I have been listening to these sick awesome songs..

Dats Gangsta - U God


Dirty Deads Done Dirt Cheap - AC/DC


Clothes Off - Gym Class Heroes


Painted By Numbers - The Sounds


And before I got some New Zealand tracks!

All that Glitters - The Bleeders!


Elemeno P - Verona


That concludes tonights blog


SH
Dopecunt Extraordinaire