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Whats up!

Today was a good day! Don't have time to tell you all about it but it was awesome, My best friend who I had a fight with finally texted me today.. totally made my day

I was due to be on TV but in the end was only on for like a second ill try and find footage..

I was also thinking about stuff to blog about.... I thought about it and came to the conclusion that I would blog about losing my virginity it happened 9 years ago and its always something I look back on and think why did I not get into the sex game earlier.. Ill provide pictures of said girl (clothed of course) just to give an Idea of what I was working with. It's pretty much defined me as a lover in the bed room, being more a giver rather than a taker...

You see, I was reluctant to have sex in the beginning as I was a naive boy at the time, I thought it would be like the movies you know candles, boys 2 men playing, nice and slow. But the day we both decided to do it I backed out as I didn't feel comfortable, you know, I started thinking what if I suck, what if I suck so bad she starts liking girls, she was also a virgin as well. What if I cant find the hooded man, what if she doesn't climax.. I don't want to be that guy she talks about to her friends.

The day came, I had neglected to mention to her that I didn't want to do, I said it in passing whilst watching a movie, I cant remember what it was. But I said, I don't think I'm ready... She said aye? I was like yeah I don't want to suck, Its not you, your beautiful, but I just don't think I'm ready..

She we lay side by side on the couch watching a movie.. I started to feel it. I kissed her and next thing you know we're making out on my single bed, 50 cent playing in the back round... Then I said, lets do it. She was like I thought you didn't want to... Then I was like I do *signals to crotch* (smooth I know) She was like OK, we were both sensitive about our bodies, so I shit you know we did it with clothes on. The logistics of it always baffles me. but we did.

The once we banged that first one out it was on like Donkey Kong, this was my first time so I thought afterwards it would be Cuddle City Population: her and I. It was not, we didn't as many times as I could before any of my family came home, shower, couch, kitchen, shower again. bed again. It was one of the best days of my life. The next 3 years of our 5 year relationship were filled with wagging school just to have sex then when we started working we were taking days off just to have sex. It was an amazing 3 years, even though in the end I had a feeling she was seeing some one else I would change a thing.

Its just one of those things..

that was my first sexual partner.. I still got two more, I could count how many people I have had sex with on 1 hand, and I'm OK with that..


I knew I said I would blog about this tomorrow but I got on a roll and just went with it. Plus some one is getting stuff off my HDD so I thought why not make hay whilst the sun shines.



Here is a picture of her, She was the first girl with tattoo's I thought was sexy... Plus I had a penchant for Samoan girls... Not so much now, more of a red head kindofaguy at the moment.

But that was a little insight into my life. In hopes of trying to know me better..

Stay safe, my brother is probably wondering where I am as I am playing sober driver tonight...

Have a wicked weekend, I cant be bothered checking the spelling ill edit later because you know what