hansel

Let's have a party and not invite anybody! Okay, not really. Here's the real update:

The last day of 2005 and I have Otis, a great rommie and a glass of wine. I went to a show tonight and it was sort of crappy. I won't blame the bands because it's mostly due to my stomach being mean.

I can't sleep. I'm all twisted up...
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Friday, January 27th 11:33

I'm at a party right now. I sort of was the catalyst for it, though I really wish I was at home on AIM. I hope you're having a really sweet night.

Boy, this really could be a private message..

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Oh jeez. I just rolled back into town. Thanks for your wonderful comments. I'll get back to you in...
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Goodness, the housesitting gig is coming to an end. It couldnt have come sooner either. My will to be here is pretty much gone, although it is nice to have a place close to downtown to crash. I really do miss that about this place (amongst other things). Though its strange when a friend takes over where you once lived. The smell is completely different....
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It's getting to be about the time to do something big. You know, in case of a meteor, or a miracle. Not that I know what the big things are. You only get to see them in retrospect. Something big is probably happening right now. I'm too out of tune to notice.

I've decided it's good to see my friends happy. It's a strange kind...
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You know, sometimes you need to see a city to be reminded how cool the world is.

I'm irritated with pettiness and contrivances of desire.

I use to say dramatics were as superfluous as the people propagating them. Now I think whatever gets those people out of bed is fine by me, as long as theyre there when I need something. I admit that I still want to twist the long brushy strands of their hair through my fingers while yelling out...
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Words of Wisdom, the lost commandments as interpreted by the best Cancers in the world:

mwahahahahahaa

I have a secret!

Boy, that's a hot monkey.

The last few days have been crazy and busy and beautiful. The wind really kicked in today, and when it blew through my chest I could feel myself exhale. It never happens, that feeling. It's the small blessings that make the daylight worthwhile.

Do you ever feel like you're slowly remembering yourself?

So, I've decided to take the next year off from working. I'm going to Spain for awhile too after I finish school.

Yep. I'll be writing.

Yep. I'll be drinking.

Yep. I'll be rocking.

Nothing is as freeing as deciding to walk away from things you don't need to do, but that you've done because you're change-averse.

Yep. I won't be shaving.

Yep. I won't...
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When life hands you lemons, sing the lemon song.

Squeeze me baby, till the juice runs down my leg, x2
The way you squeeze my lemon,
I..Im gonna fall right out of bed, yeah.

Caution: Real Journal Entry. Like it was a real journal. Not some witty thing to throw up to maintain my thinly veiled attempt at staying engaged in life, or the internet, or whatever. Well, fuck all. I need to vent.

I've sort of reached my annual end of the ability to cope with life thing. You know, the time when little problems are enough to...
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