hannelore

I've been MIA, and I'm sorry for that. I just feel like I've outgrown this part of my life, or maybe SG has outgrown me. I'm not sure. I just don't feel like it's where I need to be right now. The community is lovely, but I just don't seem as connected to it as I was in the past.

Because of this, I'm going...
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I've been gone for ages, I know. I apologize to everyone who wanted to get a hold of me, but couldn't, or whatever. I missed all of you lovely peoples.

Anthony and I are now secure in our own home, well really, it's an apartment, and we don't actually own it, but you understand. We just today, got interwebs and cable television, so, huzzah for...
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Not pregnant. And it's *official* that Anthony and I will have an apartment by the first of August.

I'm being horribly lazy, and not taking a pregnancy test, so still no news on that.

I will be renting a lovely 3BR / 2.5BA townhouse with Anthony when August rolls around.

Life is starting to agree with me more.

Once again I am late. Last time it was stress, but this time? This time there isn't anything stressful in my life. I'm about a week and a half late.

Anthony and I have both discussed it, and he understands that I will never have an abortion, and that carrying it to term and giving it up for adoption will kill me emotionally. So, I...
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I don't want to move today.

I'm not ready to be in living space limbo.

Still no place to live. The landlords gave us a week extension. Hopefully we'll find something by then.

On a happy note. I'm getting this when I have a stable address.

http://www.iplehouse.net/shop/step1.php?number=1512

I feel sluggish. Tired. Empty.

I'm totally in love, but I'm not really very happy. Of course, I'm happy with Anthony, just not with myself, you know? I guess when people say you have to love yourself before anyone will love you, they mean it. I don't love myself at all. In fact, I hate myself more then anyone should. And it's tearing me apart....
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I had a dream last night, where Melanie Rawn renamed the forthcoming finish to her Exiles trilogy. In my dream, she named it "The Path of The Captal". It was a strange dream, and that little tidbit of information wasn't really the main theme in my dream, but it was interesting, cause it's the only part I remember now.

Hmn...