This is so fucking hard. Being away from Anthony. And part of me wonders if we even work together, you know as a couple. I mean, I love him so fucking much, but I know my insecurities must bug him, I know it. But I can't help the way I feel about myself, I don't think I'm good enough for him, and sometimes I feel...
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Sleeping at my father's house. It doesn't seem right. I miss Anthony so much, and it hurts a lot. I know its not permanent, but not being by his side is seriously killing me. Its different when it's a holiday, or just a night away from each other. But I don't know how long we're going to be in this situation. I've cried more today...
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dryad:
'm sorry hon, I've been in that situation. I hope things get better soon.
issue_:
awww 
everything will work out soon. even if it doesn't feel like it. i hate not knowing. <33
everything will work out soon. even if it doesn't feel like it. i hate not knowing. <33 Whelp, Anthony and I are fucked. We have nothing, and we got our final eviction notice today. So, I'm gonna be MIA for probably a long time, unless some sort of miracle keeps us here in this apartment. I can do little updates from my Sidekick, like I'm doing now, but that will be about it.
Love you guys, H
Love you guys, H
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pineapplefroot:
I"m so sorry to hear that Sending good thoughts your way
Sending good thoughts your way
the_captain:
Oh man! Good luck! I hope you can turn things around!
Happy New Year.
Whelp, we have a couple more days until the 1st. But it looks like Anthony and I are pretty much fucked in terms of living arrangements. I'm extremely stressed out, because I wish I could do more, like, actively search for a job, but sometimes it's hard just leaving the house to go visit family, or friends. I'm so afraid of what people will think...
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dryad:
I hope things turn around for you soon.
I hope things turn around for you soon.My sister and I have more in common then just our genes. Apparently, we both had sex with the same girl in elementary school. Part of me wants to make sure I did it first, so I wasn't "haviing sex" with my sister, or having her sloppy seconds. But then, I know I was first. Rofl. It's kind hella fucking weird.
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elipsis:
awesome...
elipsis:
its so heavy, haha... but its really warm...
Happy Fucking Christmas.
I'm a Jew.
I'm a Jew.
pomfelo:
Awww! That's so precious! 
KyoTe and I have been having a bit of a rough time, neither of us are employed, and my college fund ran out two months ago. We got an eviction notice a couple days ago, but I wrote our landlord a letter, explaining our finanical situation, and he gave us a hundred bucks, paperwork for different welfare type organizations, and a letter saying he could...
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el_bandito:
wow thats really kind of him. good to know there are people still out there like that
dryad:
He is the nicest landlord ever!
I hope things turn around for you two soon.
I hope things turn around for you two soon.
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND, IT'S DONNER.
Hi loves. Missed you all.
Hi loves. Missed you all.
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dryad:
oh hi!
issue_:
oh hai!
Goodbye everyone.
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gigantits:
miss
issue_:
hai. my boobs are your profile pic too... 
I go through the same feelings all the time...and I think I've written similar things in Girls Only.
If you need to talk ever - hit me up.
I know how hard it is to not love yourself, and wonder why anyone would settle for you when there's "better" out there (at least in YOUR eyes)....