hannelore

You are far from repulsive hon. You deserve better then that, trust me it's his loss all the way. @};- I know it hurts now but there's def someone out there for you, someone you deserve and that'll treat you the way you should be treated.

You might never understand and the lack of understanding between you is showing that to split might simply be the right decision..

A lie goes against truth but sometimes the shape of truth is just a matter of perception. It might all look different once the view is no longer screwed by pain.
I am only guessing, lacking Details but anyway healing is now the main Task. Do not linger in searching momnets of pain for a reason you might not beable to see right now.