Mmmm. So much to talk about.
I met this guy, he's super amazing. We're together. I'm getting the best sex of my life, and he says he is too. Only downside is he's 2 hours away. Sadface. But I really like him.
Other kind of weird thing, he's been with quite a few people. Like, hundreds of people, and it makes me kind of self conscious. Like, I can't bring anything new to him. He says otherwise, says that before he met me he though Dim-Sum was better than head. Which I mean, that strokes my ego for sure, because I pride myself on my ability to please people that way. I mean, why not be proud of something? Who cares if it's just giving head? Whatever. Besides the point.
Maybe he's telling the truth, maybe he isn't... Should it matter? Probably not. But it does. I want to be good enough for him and I'm afraid I'm not. I'm afraid that what I can give him is subpar to what he's used to. But... I don't know. He's just this amazing human being, and I can't stop talking about him. I just wish we lived closer.
Aside from that fear, things are great though.
He collared me, and it just feels so wonderful to finally belong to someone, to know that at least in these moments, I belong somewhere.
I met this guy, he's super amazing. We're together. I'm getting the best sex of my life, and he says he is too. Only downside is he's 2 hours away. Sadface. But I really like him.
Other kind of weird thing, he's been with quite a few people. Like, hundreds of people, and it makes me kind of self conscious. Like, I can't bring anything new to him. He says otherwise, says that before he met me he though Dim-Sum was better than head. Which I mean, that strokes my ego for sure, because I pride myself on my ability to please people that way. I mean, why not be proud of something? Who cares if it's just giving head? Whatever. Besides the point.
Maybe he's telling the truth, maybe he isn't... Should it matter? Probably not. But it does. I want to be good enough for him and I'm afraid I'm not. I'm afraid that what I can give him is subpar to what he's used to. But... I don't know. He's just this amazing human being, and I can't stop talking about him. I just wish we lived closer.
Aside from that fear, things are great though.
He collared me, and it just feels so wonderful to finally belong to someone, to know that at least in these moments, I belong somewhere.
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And here's the thing, I've been with many people. Hubby, not so much, and he seriously blows my mind more than anyone ever has in bed. Quantity doesn't make someone a pro