Sleeping at my father's house. It doesn't seem right. I miss Anthony so much, and it hurts a lot. I know its not permanent, but not being by his side is seriously killing me. Its different when it's a holiday, or just a night away from each other. But I don't know how long we're going to be in this situation. I've cried more today then I have in a while, not just because we're not next to each other, but just because I'm scared. I don't know what's going to happen, and I don't know how long this is going to last.
If I end up crying every night we're not in the same bed, I'll probably dry up in a week. I just feel like something is missing when he's not around. God, I miss him so much, and its only been like, 5 hours. I hate this. I can't wait to see him tomorrow when we finish cleaning out the apartment.
xoxo
If I end up crying every night we're not in the same bed, I'll probably dry up in a week. I just feel like something is missing when he's not around. God, I miss him so much, and its only been like, 5 hours. I hate this. I can't wait to see him tomorrow when we finish cleaning out the apartment.
xoxo
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dryad:
'm sorry hon, I've been in that situation. I hope things get better soon.
issue_:
awww 
everything will work out soon. even if it doesn't feel like it. i hate not knowing. <33
everything will work out soon. even if it doesn't feel like it. i hate not knowing. <33