hannelore

Forget everything I posted yesterday / this morning. I was in a funky mood and kinda just upset about everything. Silliness is fine. Whatever. I'm just having a weird series of moods, so, ignore me, or whatever it is you guys do.

I told Anthony how I felt. I mean, I already told him I loved him, and he's said the same, but when I told him that I felt like he was my soulmate, he kinda shut off. So I feel sort of, lost, I guess, which is contributing to this weird funky mood I'm in. I just don't know how to take his reaction. We were laying together, and he was being the Big Spoon, and I kinda looked over my shoulder at him, and told him, and he sort of froze, and was all "You think so?" Or something to that effect, and I nodded, and he just kinda held me, and didn't say much else. So, I don't really know what's up or whatever.

Fuck.