Feeling mucho better, both in heart and in tummy. I'm sorda worried about tomorrow, it's gonna be the first time I actually talk to a therapist about my dad's charges and arrest and stuff. I mean, I went to a therapist when this whole bologna sammich was made, but I never talked to her about how I felt about it, I guess. I was a total stubborn teenager, I just continued going because my dad paid for it, and I got to play in a "therapy box" ... basically a glorified sandbox.
But my dad and I have been getting better and stuff. I started talking to him again after my grandma died, and he goes to this group therapy thing for guys who've gotten in trouble for child porn too. His group leader therapist dude, thinks it would be more conductive to his progress if he sits down one on one with my dad and me, and hears what I think, and I how I felt about it 5 years ago when the whole thing started and all.
So, tomorrow, around 11:30, I'm gonna go do that. I dunno how it's gonna turn out. =/
But my dad and I have been getting better and stuff. I started talking to him again after my grandma died, and he goes to this group therapy thing for guys who've gotten in trouble for child porn too. His group leader therapist dude, thinks it would be more conductive to his progress if he sits down one on one with my dad and me, and hears what I think, and I how I felt about it 5 years ago when the whole thing started and all.
So, tomorrow, around 11:30, I'm gonna go do that. I dunno how it's gonna turn out. =/
i can't imagine dealing with the position you are in. I do however hope that you find (found) something good and possibly therapeutic out of it.