handsome_rob

music: reggie and the full effect greatest hits '84-'87 - fellowship of the bling (featuring Hungary Bear)
mood - rad.

um, ok. let's see...

today has been by far a better day than yesterday. not hard at all though, given the cirvumstances.

today was my day off, payday, and i woke up in excruciating pain this "morning." i had this dream that i was at hy vee hanging out in the frozen food aisle (the open freezer one, not the one with the doors - i guess that's the refrigerated seciton. whatever.) with a bunch of people and somehow i think i stole some money from this guy who used to pick on me in junior high. then as i was trying to get everyone to leave so we could get away before he realized he'd been duped, i realized i couldn't find mina kaye, who had wandered off. i find out she's in the bathroom, but ocmes out form the back fo the store talking to some 7-foot tall baller motherfucker in a gold shiny jacket and he's flirting and i'm getting pissed and then she sits by me and he kept trying to grab her ass and whatnot and she kept trying to reach otu for me.

weird shit. symbolic, maybe, but what goes on in the dreams can stay there for numerous reasons.

anyway, i go to the pisser and as i'm washing my hands, for some reason this guy who was trying to get frisky is taking a shower on the other side of a divider (wack ass bathroom, all brick with bare light bulbs hanging from the vaulted ceiling. this was a vivid dream as well.

so he's saying somehting about how he's gonna go back to her house and get some action and i'm telling him how he's not got a chance and go the fuck away and he doesn;t seem to realize she's at this fucked up hy vee with me and my group of friends.

so i'm washing my hands (i actually washed my hands after peeing in a dream - and i think this had become a lucid dream by then) i realized i had been asleep for too long and woke up, btu i don;t knwo what appened int he flurry of imagery between this thought and actually coming to in my bed.

all the same, every muscle in my body was rock hard, tensed like a charley horse but ten times worse. this was aorund a quarter to 1 in the afternoon, but now at 4:30-ish in the am, i'm still sore and i feel like i have tendonitis in both arms and i don;t htink i'm bruised on my leg where it's tense but it hurts like i got hit hard.

so i woke up, watched the first half of the big lebowski because the dude is the man.

ate a bowl o cereal, totally out o fcharacter for me, drank a cup o decaf, coffee is also out of character. bowl of pears, very hungry.

i called my insurance agent to inquire as to what differences my sr-22 will have when i add the new mustang to my list o cars (currently 2 and one totally not driveable 89 mustang 4-banger) but it was her day off. called the barn swallow about mina's purse she left there at the closing but no answer. went ot mina;s house and hung with her and allison and then we went to martini's because a) molly, co owner of the barn swallow, works there as a hostess; 2) i have been chicken lip deprived for several months and needed to check out the new location; 3) because i had woken up wit this intention before i knew what i was doing today.

so we ate there. hung out with some friends i used to play vampire with back in the day, was slightly disgusted when a guy almost thirty hit on allison who is 17. they all left, we took over the table and ate out hearts out. conversation was interesting, some not really acceptable for a restaurant of that stature, but i didn't say anything. maybe if we all go out to eat again i might. i dunno.

so then we drove around a bit, back to mina's house, allison demanded (yes, demanded) to play with my hair, so play she did for almost an hour. then she and i went to family vid to get movies to watch and mina surfed the net.

we got back after far too long of a trip to the family video (she wouldnt pick anything!!!) and i had to show mina and allison some pics from myspace and xanga to see if they too thought a certain new SG looks just like someone i know form xanga. then i realized mollie and megan in full effect were in some pics there and it was decided. that, and the ocmment on the last post.

so we went down tot he party rooma nd watched envy and allison dozed an dmina and i watched the prince an di, not a bad flick, btu i dont usually go for the fairy tale type thing.

so then me and mina chit chatted for a bit, and i decided to leave. i brought bubba ho-tep because troy sai di needed to see it and i hadnt had the chance yet. plus we got a free rental so there you go.

and here i sit, a lil tired, very sore, tho the ibuprofen has helped a little.

uh, last thoughts, i guess. i am totally reeling form knowing someone on here from before she or i were member. i eman, shit a SG last week was iowan, an di might have seen her befor,e but i dunno. maybe on a trip to iowa city or CR. and some guy form a town that i don't know where it is in one of my groups who didnt answer my question as to where the hell waukee, iowa is.

so that makes a total of 4 iowegian SG members that i'm aware of. and i think i searched once and found someone near fairfield.

yep.

so there you have it. scattershot, this is my novel for the week.

in closing, "oh yeah we're gonan fight, make every vote count, not give up like gore did in 2000!" or, as i like to say today, "i give up. i'm rollin gover and my paws ar ein the air."

fucking quitters. at least i have someone to hate for four years, you know? plus, if we're lucky arafatwill kick soon and then sharon can go as well and maybe the bullshit in the strip will chill out for a while.

for real though. i'm done.