boy, talk about christmas joy! i just caught and killed my third mouse in two days!
that about covers my christmas presents this year. if i'm lucky my folks will give me some money for the bills in a week or so.
i dunno, christmas seems even worse this year than any past christmas i can recall. i used to love the day, i got presents, had family gatherings, and a sense of wonder.
now it's just abject loneliness and some depression to chase it down with. my apartment is too big and so is my bed. the couch puts my back out of alignment and i have to take a sleeping pill to get to sleep tonight, or else anxiety will keep me up all night.
anyway, fuck this rant. i hope everyone else is having a better time at this than i am.
later.
that about covers my christmas presents this year. if i'm lucky my folks will give me some money for the bills in a week or so.
i dunno, christmas seems even worse this year than any past christmas i can recall. i used to love the day, i got presents, had family gatherings, and a sense of wonder.
now it's just abject loneliness and some depression to chase it down with. my apartment is too big and so is my bed. the couch puts my back out of alignment and i have to take a sleeping pill to get to sleep tonight, or else anxiety will keep me up all night.
anyway, fuck this rant. i hope everyone else is having a better time at this than i am.
later.
stitchy:
merry fucking christmas! 