and so then everything went to shit again because her folks kicked her out for telling josh she was pregnant (not having an abortion was probably also a factor). rather than call me, the safe option, she called him. she told me "well, i'm kin d of stuck with him." but really she's not.
so this year for christmas, even though i won't take her back, i'm still wishing for a miscarriage, just so she doesn't have his kid and the poor child doesn't have to grow up either a) knowing its father is the monster he is; b) neve rknowing its father, regardless of the monster he is; c) never knowing who did his father in - and i hope that will be me.
so this is the last i will mention of her probably for a long time. if ever again.
somehow my stunning good looks were lost to a receding hairline and beady, dead eyes. awesome for my self esteem, lemme tell ya.
in other news, the wind is blowing and it is snowing. mixed emotions on that one.
so this year for christmas, even though i won't take her back, i'm still wishing for a miscarriage, just so she doesn't have his kid and the poor child doesn't have to grow up either a) knowing its father is the monster he is; b) neve rknowing its father, regardless of the monster he is; c) never knowing who did his father in - and i hope that will be me.
so this is the last i will mention of her probably for a long time. if ever again.
somehow my stunning good looks were lost to a receding hairline and beady, dead eyes. awesome for my self esteem, lemme tell ya.
in other news, the wind is blowing and it is snowing. mixed emotions on that one.