handsome_rob

and so then everything went to shit again because her folks kicked her out for telling josh she was pregnant (not having an abortion was probably also a factor). rather than call me, the safe option, she called him. she told me "well, i'm kin d of stuck with him." but really she's not.

so this year for christmas, even though i won't take her back, i'm still wishing for a miscarriage, just so she doesn't have his kid and the poor child doesn't have to grow up either a) knowing its father is the monster he is; b) neve rknowing its father, regardless of the monster he is; c) never knowing who did his father in - and i hope that will be me.

so this is the last i will mention of her probably for a long time. if ever again.

somehow my stunning good looks were lost to a receding hairline and beady, dead eyes. awesome for my self esteem, lemme tell ya.

in other news, the wind is blowing and it is snowing. mixed emotions on that one.