handsolo

abrupt change or evolution?
the later i am all for but.. time waits for no man.
i generally lack the will for immediate change in my life. i coast too much i think?
i truly believe that recognizing the things about yourself that you dislike and.. lacking in the ability to fix them (if they are flaws) is what ruins your self esteem?
there are things about myself that i dont like in addition to what makes me a good person, a solid friend? a good brother and son?
things that i see that maybe even people mostly dont?
how do you change who you are when it comes to those things that make you who you are today?
i suppose time is the answer? i mean if you are who you are now?
shit i dont know where i am going with this?
i dont know if that makes any sense?
but wutever.

i should read more.




she's coming home with me tonite if its ok with my mom.