handsolo

last thursday nite? i went to my favorite bar downtown on an empty stomach..
spent a lil over $100 and ended up waking on the couch in the basement of that bar around 3am.
i had a good time i am pretty sure? i mean shit at least as much as $100 will get u in this economy!
ha.
suffice to say i took that friday off work. the 1st thing i ate that following friday was some pizza which was around 5-6pm? i freakin puked it up!

so. for a while i have been hung up on my ex. she pretty much ended things with me but i cant let her go becuz i am still in love with her. SO that being said..
we still talk. she came by my house that friday while i had the booze flu to check on me
shit, she was in my bed a week or so back.. which isnt nearly as much as i would have it but.. you know? for not being together like we once were? i will take it.
sad right? i know..
i took it upon myself last week to write her a letter professing my unwavering love.
when she came by friday? i thought she had already gotten that letter and was cool with how i still felt? maybe she felt the same way too?
she didnt get it until this last saturday and really? hasnt spoken to me since.
uhgg..