handsolo

so yea,
i am home. tonight! no desperate sunday morning... in for the night like a good boy should.. CO-CHILLIN in eefect... brotha... not that i cannot entertain myself and others that may or.. perhaps may not be here. with us. right now.

it was a day full of time. time spent looking.. looking and walking. and driving.. i u see am inbetween. commited to those i care. those who dont care. i am looking.

looking for a home to purchase u see..
one that would justify my commitment to myself.
a commitment to those.. people who think they know me. i suppose when it come down to it.. "it" being the bottom line. they do know me, i'd like to think they see me in a positive light? i can play the roll. it's only a matter of time.. no time at all.

so's enuff waxing pundatory.. (juss made that up)
houses in my "area" COST WHY TOOO MUCH
definately more than they are worth. generally speaking. speaking generally.. i am not able to afford the cost of a mortgage. i cannot afford to own a home. at least not in this city. maybe 30minutes away... in the dirt. i am failing to look at the bigger picture.
i am not "realstate savey" i have no 5yr plan. i just want a home... so i can BBQ for EVERYBODY.

so yea,
i need a house boat... a river in newzealand.. and a woman who knows the difference between.. tha sheets....
i luv it when u call me big poppa... <ZZZ# ~ ~~