handsolo

wow,
sometimes.. i think i have everybody fooled?? maybe just myself?
sometimes.. i worry?? not too much, just ..
i think about my life, in a general sort of way??
what am i waiting for?
who am i waiting for?
myself?
am i waiting for me?
to show up? will i recognize myself? or....
will i walk right by? head down..
musik blaring...i will have my mp3 player with me..
shouting at me.. my own soundtrack? just enuff to distract?
there i go.. again,
stop!!!!!
wait!!!!
for me! wait! for me!!!!
please...
stop for me... i wont disappoint you
again,
again...
leave me alone.
please.