I went to a party yesterday. Sometimes parties are fun, depending on my state of mind. More often then not though, they make me feel retarded, like I'm just some cheep foriegn copy of a human being. Look the same, work similar, but you know it's just not the same thing.
jade:
Unless I know most people at a party really well, I always feel ackward and like an outsider... So I felt a little of that yesterday. But everyone was nice and I got drunk, so I just pushed the feeling out of my mind. 
Trying not to be as anti social as I usually am...
Trying not to be as anti social as I usually am... 