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Carlsbad

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Friday Sep 03, 2010

Sep 3, 2010
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fear fear fear... I am trying so hard to shed all my fears to allow myself to be me... its fucking hard man. I have lived in the comfy embrace of the fear for so long. Not having the slightly suffocating feeling, their safety, their warmth, I don't know what will happen without them.

When I come up with an idea I might run with it, and create something. I won't have the excuse to not take the picture, to not do the drawing. Its going to be so very scary to she these fears and be naked and real. I fear the greater possibility of failure, but the opportunities i will have scare me.

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