hamtastic

Ii have been wound too damn tight. And I think i am realizing a LOT of it has to with I just have had no flirthing or sexual tension in so effing long. My last relationship was weird, that stuff wasn't really there. Tried to stir it up, nothing. Which was depressing because the one BEFORE that was like, WHOA. Just amazing in that sense.

OH well, hopefully I can find someone to flirt with soon. Even if its just surface level, it might be fun and relaxing at least!