hamtastic

*grumble grumble*

I am so bad at confrontations and hurting people. I just have to do it, I have to... ugg.

Tomorrow is my last day at my dead end but OK paying job, and I will start my cruddy paying but NOT dead end job Tuesday, Saturday I shoot in the studio, Sunday i shoot a wedding (then go hang out on my friend's...
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I know I am hard to understand, but i had one person ALMOST get me once, why can't someone else? lol

I love my stupid ass iPhone4. SO WHAT! haha.

I am going through the photos form a wedding I shot Saturday, as second shooter. I think I am coming along as a photographer. I just need to be more assertive, but that is true...
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I am beginning to believe that I am actually a photographer. Not that I am a guy that takes photos, but a fucking photographer. HAH! fuck. No I am not the best, no I can't do everything, but damn it some of my shit turns out pretty fucking nice.

Someone let me take their pic! I'll knock it out! fuck! lol

I got a new...
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Some people watch shows they loved from the 80's and think "awww that sucks its nothing like remembered it" where as I seems to love them even more. Tonight I was at a friend's place and watched two episodes of a show I LOVED as a kid, Tales of the Golden Monkey. Epic epic 80's stuff. Just awesome. LOVE IT! so so cheesy though.

I...
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was second on another wedding tonight. Man, this one had some crazy like emotional effect on me. The photographer shouldn't be tearing up. lol. I think just the whole love thing and my relationship being kind of, not good right now, it was almost too much. But I sucked it up and pretended to be just a hard emotionless guy doing a job. That's me!...
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Ahh jesus fuck. Why does semi rad news have to some along with SHIT FUCK news?

Fuck, oh well. It will be the best for all, but I will cry, and be sad, cuz I am fucking emo. whatever.

Hmm, gonna get some studio time soon. Not with any hot women though. But, its studio time.

Saturday another wedding, long wedding. yipes.

I feel bad saying this, like my friends are no good... but I need better people to take pics of!

WAH!

lol

Saw Toy Story 3 in 3D, not IMax though. It was pretty fucking good, if you ask me. Some of the 3D scenes were so well done its creepy.

Well tonight ws just one of those mildly lame nights where things ALMOST go really bad but just kind of go "meh"

Should have spent the night going through my wedding photos. Oh well, that can be tomorrow night.

And I got my wireless trigger from Hong Kong. WOO. Wonder if they work!

we'll find out tomorrow!

District 9, just watched it, and I am glad I never listened to anyone talk about it. What a neat movie.

Did another drawing, its still rough. But I am drawing, so that's good.

Went to Ink & Iron, got sunburned cuz I was dumb and didn't wear a hat. Made me definitely want to get my arm finally. I hope I can get my...
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