Due to a glitch in my AIM service, my ex now thinks I'm ignoring her. I told her what happened but, knowing how stubborn and self-righteous she is, she'll never believe me.
Edited to add: Lo and behold, I was right.
Edited to add: I just had what will probably be the last conversation I will ever have with her. Then again, if she's anything, she's unpredictable, so who knows? I didn't want to end it this badly. I wanted her to be able to look back on me and think highly of me. I don't know who's to blame for it not ending up the way I wanted it. I know who my instincts want to blame, but that's not fair. I just keep thinking about that No Doubt song, "Ex-Girlfriend". The genders would have to be reversed for it to apply to me, and it's not really a very good song, but everything about it reminds me of how I feel. I've always been concerned with how people will remember me. It's vain, I know, but it's true. I always wanted to be remembered as a good person. But I guess this is kharma for not granting some other people that same respect (and no, this is not referring to her).
I wish my computer would finish downloading Eternal Sunshine. I could use that movie right about now.
Edited to add: Lo and behold, I was right.
Edited to add: I just had what will probably be the last conversation I will ever have with her. Then again, if she's anything, she's unpredictable, so who knows? I didn't want to end it this badly. I wanted her to be able to look back on me and think highly of me. I don't know who's to blame for it not ending up the way I wanted it. I know who my instincts want to blame, but that's not fair. I just keep thinking about that No Doubt song, "Ex-Girlfriend". The genders would have to be reversed for it to apply to me, and it's not really a very good song, but everything about it reminds me of how I feel. I've always been concerned with how people will remember me. It's vain, I know, but it's true. I always wanted to be remembered as a good person. But I guess this is kharma for not granting some other people that same respect (and no, this is not referring to her).
I wish my computer would finish downloading Eternal Sunshine. I could use that movie right about now.
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peggy:
I love your voice.... 
mora:
nope. your friend failed to ever actually said this to me. whats their name? if you dont mind me asking. it would have been funny, but i'm guessing i know what class it was and i was usually anything but in good spirits in that class, and my response probably would have come off as less than friendly.