hammersmith

My ex-girlfriend, who I still care for more than anyone else in the world, said she might not want to be friends with me anymore. I think I changed her mind, at least for the time being, but what if she changes her mind? That's the scariest prospect in the world to me.

I'm so scared I'm literally getting the chills. Maybe part of that is because my house is cold, but I haven't been shivering like this today before she said this to me.

I hate this.