once in a while i am astounded by the world that consumes me. or atleast the people who selfishly inhabit it.
im afraid that i will never grow because i just cant seem to find my roots. i'm the seed pod tossed in the wind, and battered by the seasons. i'll probably end up drowning in an ocean instead of landing on fertile ground. it's just as well since i'm probaly just a weed anyway.
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mistressmissy:
i think i decided today that im really selfish and needy. i would think that would make me a weed. probably milk weed. no one can stand that shit.
[Edited on May 12, 2003]
[Edited on May 12, 2003]
misha9999999:
even weeds play a role, you know... and some of them even
have beautiful flowers once in a while... others just spikes...
have beautiful flowers once in a while... others just spikes...
i am tremendously happy to be on my own. it occurred to me that i am always with someone. it will be nice to have some alone time.
misha9999999:
wanting someone is good. needing someone is bad.
mistressmissy:
agreed with misha. i had 3 years to myself awhile ago. it helped me grow. hell even my month without someone helped me grow. im glad youll have that time for you. you is all that matters. now who wants to go see men in thongs dance around for money while we're perfectly plastered? heh.
earnestly i turn my head to find the love of my life kissing someone else. as i was nearly hit by a car, ah cruel fate. took my breath but not my life.
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jjay:
ooooo
bitch slap dah punk
bitch slap dah punk
misha9999999:
that would destroy me.
i miss my youth not that i remember it much.
-mema
grandparents are wise and funny
-mema
grandparents are wise and funny
i'm co dependent, don't you think.
mistressmissy:
bah people who are independant just cant get dates.
misha9999999:
you bought a house, ah? that could be nice.. Put lots of art
in it... Salon style -- top to bottom...
in it... Salon style -- top to bottom...
my heart is broken, steaped in sadness
mistressmissy:
*hugs* sorry mel. i hope youll be ok. your friends are here for you.
misha9999999:
again?... I'm gonna kick that dude's ass...
i'm such a flirt, it will be the end of me.
misha9999999:
are you flirting with death?
mistressmissy:
me too. cant help it. too many cute guys that are sweet as hell too. ackem. what will boy friend think. oh well.
i've decided to call in love sick today
misha9999999:
i'm sick of love, I wish i'd never met you
i'm sick of love, trying to forget you...
don't do this to yourself...
i'm sick of love, trying to forget you...
don't do this to yourself...
mistressmissy:
you're love sick
you're love sick
so just quit it
quit it
over and over and over
i cant wait to see kill hannah!
you're love sick
so just quit it
quit it
over and over and over
i cant wait to see kill hannah!i have a mad crush on sensibility
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quest36833:
sensibility rocks..
mistressmissy:
i got a boy friend mel! how long do you think this will last? hahah that and me being happy is kinda scary.
very nice and I would probably fall in love with you... but thank God,
non of this will ever happen.