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A new day, a new me.
I try to wash away what I dont want in my life.
I play with colors in my hair hoping to hide something.
I change clothes all day hoping something will fit right.
Just when I think I have it right, a small vision of you pops up. I can rememeber nights getting lost on highways, watching everyone pass...
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Colours. I have a soft spot for different times of the years, the colours are what always gets me. In the winter everything seems to new, blue, clear, and clean. In spring all is clouded from new love, the colours then intoxicate you, making you forget all you once set out to do. Fall, all is gone, you can only hope for the new days...
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noone03:
After reading about your day.... I have to say it sounds like it was really nice and really interesting. It's hard to keep what's left of our humanity while we're in this world, but you seem to be managing it gracefully. Hats off to you.
mpg:
what a surreal world where a school teacher can end up homeless. very sad. but what i admire is that he is homeless and still learning when he can. at least he still has a sense of dignity.

you are awesome for taking time to know this human being.
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Its funny how you think you have no attachments to someone and then they leave you and you realize how much you needed them. And how much they ment to you. I dont understand how these feelings work, Ive never been good at these things. I wish they had instructions to these types of things. How does something hurt that only beats?
lying to myself...
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cynicminded:
Its the brain that should be blamed for your heartache. The heart is just a muscle.
Hope you feel better.

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Everything you say bores me, why not try something new. Your lifes so sad, why not just end it. Stop wasting my time, boring me with your life. I have enough trouble fixing my own problems, what makes you think I can fix you. I can hardly remember last night. Did I drink to much? They all say Im Bi polar. what do they know....
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noone03:
well, if it makes you feel better... you don't seem down. just profound and realistic. if it doesn't make you feel better. sorry, i tried. wink
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Days fall into hazes, nohting makes sense, the people you thought you once knew have changed. Instead of you amounting to nothing -like they thought you would- their the ones who have.
The closesness of bodies amuses me.
Drifting away in my mind, where notning stands still.
There is no emotion where Im from.
A question enters my mind, Seeing you with new freinds somehow...
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kirin_ka:
You need to get out more. tongue wink biggrin
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Mars Volta is god. they are the led zeppelin and pink floyd of our time. love
indielife82:
i saw them last weekened, i was pretty impressed.
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My eyes are focused but my mind is clouded.
I try to expess hoping to lift the fog. I get busy signals, and losted phone numbers. It seems when you want to connect with someone their not there. But when they need you, you have to be there. Everyones life has static.

On a lighter note I'll be atteneding the Mars Volta show In LA....
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jj_r0x0rz:
huzzah
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I feel like my skin color , Beautful, and gray. like a deeply wonded communist.

And the young girl took a memory.. and said "And now we become like ghost...."
Or at least for a while.

Kono koto esu ni shit' oite yo,
kirin_ka:
The only word I understand out of that Japanese is 'kono'. The 'shit' wouldn't work though, because there is no singular 't'.



I like that quote, "And now we become like ghost.." It sounds fmailiar, yet I wouldn't know where to place it.
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For all the things that have gone wrong, for all the things that Ive said. I would change nothing.
This is my life. I enjoy it, The falls, the people; and there meaning-less minds. the veraes of colors that pass by me.
getting lost on the beach is where you can find me. Wondering how I got here.
dpunch:
I couldn't have said that better myself.
thelastasthmatic:
i live as far away from a beach as you can get...
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The night holds her as silences does, the cold breez pushes strays around her. Like most of her feelings.
She holds no solitude to her life. Nor has she ever.
'believe in me.' says a voice she's heard before.
"believe in what?" she murmurs. As she glides to a shallow hole in her mind.

Thers a point in your life where nothing will make sense,...
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