halokixthislove

Everything you say bores me, why not try something new. Your lifes so sad, why not just end it. Stop wasting my time, boring me with your life. I have enough trouble fixing my own problems, what makes you think I can fix you. I can hardly remember last night. Did I drink to much? They all say Im Bi polar. what do they know. Im giving medication, it sits, I watch. When does this take effect?
I travel to NYC to an art show where I will be seen. Nothing but white rich bitches with nothing else to do with their lifes "I understand you painting." No you dont. You just think you do. Finding a meaning in my painting is the most nerve racking thing. Stop trying to "understand"
"This is a wonderful painting." .... really why? I bet you cant even think of why its good. I hate NYC.
I hate getting out. My head hurts from every word that leeches out of someones mouth. Ive become restless. All in all today was a good day.

edit: do to letters that have been coming in to me saying, "are you always so down, rude?" heres your answer.
No, if you actually took the time out of your busy day and talked to me and IMed me instead of reading this and just assuming that Im this way all the time you would wake up to a new meaing of someone.