halokixthislove

Its world unbound, how to wish it was never born.
Im a child trapped in a body that for loarns to grow faster then what I am ready for.
With a blanced mind I go on as if not seeing when things what they really are or what they have come to be in this time of lost peace and lost dreams. The past year I have come to the notion that I have changed, changed in to everything Ive once stood against, for what I have once said I would shun and look past.
Theres nothing left in this shallow hole of my heart. How does an orgin know such pain, how does it understand feelings when it is nothing more then an orgin.
With a lost mind and cadded heart in soul I will go on and see what there is to see.
I have come to a point to where I will be gone soon, with out warning, only to return and see that nothing has changed. The world of my life has changed, a love Ive wanted so long can never be mine, and it is not a wish to changed with the world and forget all that have gone on, all that has made this choice for me. I wish all well to all I have never known, this is not good bye or a selfish act only the rest from which has come to be.