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Colours. I have a soft spot for different times of the years, the colours are what always gets me. In the winter everything seems to new, blue, clear, and clean. In spring all is clouded from new love, the colours then intoxicate you, making you forget all you once set out to do. Fall, all is gone, you can only hope for the new days...
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Its funny how you think you have no attachments to someone and then they leave you and you realize how much you needed them. And how much they ment to you. I dont understand how these feelings work, Ive never been good at these things. I wish they had instructions to these types of things. How does something hurt that only beats?
lying to myself...
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Everything you say bores me, why not try something new. Your lifes so sad, why not just end it. Stop wasting my time, boring me with your life. I have enough trouble fixing my own problems, what makes you think I can fix you. I can hardly remember last night. Did I drink to much? They all say Im Bi polar. what do they know....
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Days fall into hazes, nohting makes sense, the people you thought you once knew have changed. Instead of you amounting to nothing -like they thought you would- their the ones who have.
The closesness of bodies amuses me.
Drifting away in my mind, where notning stands still.
There is no emotion where Im from.
A question enters my mind, Seeing you with new freinds somehow...
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Mars Volta is god. they are the led zeppelin and pink floyd of our time.

My eyes are focused but my mind is clouded.
I try to expess hoping to lift the fog. I get busy signals, and losted phone numbers. It seems when you want to connect with someone their not there. But when they need you, you have to be there. Everyones life has static.

On a lighter note I'll be atteneding the Mars Volta show In LA....
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I feel like my skin color , Beautful, and gray. like a deeply wonded communist.

And the young girl took a memory.. and said "And now we become like ghost...."
Or at least for a while.

Kono koto esu ni shit' oite yo,

For all the things that have gone wrong, for all the things that Ive said. I would change nothing.
This is my life. I enjoy it, The falls, the people; and there meaning-less minds. the veraes of colors that pass by me.
getting lost on the beach is where you can find me. Wondering how I got here.

The night holds her as silences does, the cold breez pushes strays around her. Like most of her feelings.
She holds no solitude to her life. Nor has she ever.
'believe in me.' says a voice she's heard before.
"believe in what?" she murmurs. As she glides to a shallow hole in her mind.

Thers a point in your life where nothing will make sense,...
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just when you think things are back to the way they use to be you forget how they were, and then your back to where you once began.
I want life to be sane.

I need your friendship, your love, like I need a hole in my head.
I find myself net picking at you, trying to pick a fight with you. Your weak mind of 'oh I shall die if I lose him..' has made my lose all respect for you. GD get over it. Its funny how you seem to care more for those who flake out...
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Did you ever have one of those weekends, the weekend that changed you? It was so great it was hard to forget?
Ya well that wasnt this weekend.
It was along time ago. I met the best people of my life, I changed alot from that weekend. These people are my soul mates.

Anyone up to see a band? In LA?
Who: Pepper
Place: El...
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