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halohaynes

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Monday Jan 03, 2011

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The last in line is always called a bastard (8)

Today i have been emotionally fried. I am not entirely sure what i think or make of things but something is bubbling just under the surface. I am so very tired, lethargic and a little lost.


The photo below is to remind me of who i am underneath it all.
Its from a non published photo shoot i did a year back.



This photo also describes how i feel right now. I curl up and keep myself safe and warm, in fear that no-one else will. My life is in flux. I just hope i come out of the metamorphosis well.
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brokenenglish:
That's a great pic smile I hope things sort themselves out for you.
Jan 4, 2011
halohaynes:
Thanks guys. One of the unseen sets of when i modelled. I never quite grew the "balls" to show it cause its a nude set lol.

Feeling a little better today but its still in the back of my mind. This unknown feeling that keeps sapping away at my enthusiasm...
Jan 5, 2011

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