Not going to make a lame feel sorry for me blog. Not going to make a lame feel sorry for me blog. Not going to make a lame feel sorry for me blog. Not going to make a lame feel sorry for me blog. Not going to make a lame feel sorry for me blog.............
i was told today i need a full shoulder replacement, not the active ream and run i posted before. I know this is one doc. I guess i need to fly to seattle to get a real answer. I go to two more docs this week and next. i just want to be able to ride a bike/motorcycle and swim. i just want to be able to keep tone and not get old man arm.
oh yeah, my heart went crazy. i have to take all these tests. I thought i was having a heart attack a few times this weekend. My heart was beating hard and irregular. i almost went to the ER. i odn't know if it is stress, an enlarged heart, or something else. i will find out next week..
anyway. i'm dealing with stuff i should have to deal with when i'm 50-60 years old. NOt 32. i mean 28......um.
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i was told today i need a full shoulder replacement, not the active ream and run i posted before. I know this is one doc. I guess i need to fly to seattle to get a real answer. I go to two more docs this week and next. i just want to be able to ride a bike/motorcycle and swim. i just want to be able to keep tone and not get old man arm.
oh yeah, my heart went crazy. i have to take all these tests. I thought i was having a heart attack a few times this weekend. My heart was beating hard and irregular. i almost went to the ER. i odn't know if it is stress, an enlarged heart, or something else. i will find out next week..
anyway. i'm dealing with stuff i should have to deal with when i'm 50-60 years old. NOt 32. i mean 28......um.
a better note

i love my dog
and even better notes
and
dont judge me. i need something cute to cheer me up.