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had to put my dog to sleep this morning. epic bummer is an understatement

i started as blog thingy
http://lonehandsprockets.blogspot.com/

my dog is doing better. They said he is either getting better or it is the calm before the storm. I went to see him today and he was alert. They said they had him standing. he even rolled over on his back for me to pet him.


yesterday he was hardly aware i was there.

keeping fingers crossed

my dog is going down hill fast and we don't really know why. HE can't walk and is in a ton of pain and is almost lifeless. i went to see him today. They asked what i wanted to do. i wanted a cancer scan, i couldnt put him to sleep without fully knowing. That came up negative. So we decided and the doc agreed...
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i'm flipping my shit right now. I have to go talk to the vet about "other plans" about my dog. He isn't getting better.

Mom is home and doing awesome. She came home sunday and kinda over did it the first day. I tried to stop her but my mom is sometimes a stubborn 72 yo tank. Anyway, she slowed down a little and realized she couldn't concquer the world right after surgery.

So the bad news. Yesterday morning my dog got super ill. He went lame and was...
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Mom is doing good. Needless to say i'm drained. My sister and my niece are at the hospital with her and i'm getting stuff done at home before she comes home. My sister hasn't been able to help out much since she is a school teacher but she is out of school for the summer and can do more. Anyway, mom is walking around and...
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nothing worse than seeing your mom cry with pain you can't do anything about. At least she is getting better.

tired and exhausted. The surgery was supposed to be a 1pm but the surgery before mom's took longer than they had planned. MOm didnt get into the OR until 5pm. She finally got to her room at 11pm. I was going to stay the night...
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mom has surgery tomorrow at UVA. The tumor didn't fully go away, they are doing this to make sure. Cant sleep.....

Mom's cancer wasn't fully gone, so she will be having a hysterectomy next friday. There was only a very very small tumor left. She had options of 3 more radiation treatments, surgery or do nothing. She said going over there she wanted a hysterectomy anyway, to give her piece of mine. My mom is almost 72 and her statement was, "well it isn't like i...
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I'm a little worried about my ex-girlfriend. We are still really good friends, and we talk a far amount. Anyway, she is having depression issues. I've had been treated for depression but i've never acted as unresponsive as she is acting in general to everyone right now....
i guess i can't do much she is 7 hours away.. Plus i would be a dick in...
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