so i figured out how to have vivid dreams. my whole life, or at least for awhile, i've been haunted by dreams i cannot remember, or only woke up with a flash or an emotion. so now, thanks to my shitty work schedule, i've only been getting like 1-2 hours of sleep every night and each time i can remember more of my dreams. YEAH!...
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it's like 7:30. or something. it's early. i had to wake up and get a ride down to work 40 minutes before my shift so i wouldn't get caught in traffic. i probably only got an hour of sleep last night. ok so this ain't that bad. thing is, in that one hour of sleep i had one of the most horrible dreams that i've...
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mercie:
All this mushiness in your journal comments serves to remind me how much I suck. And I don't have horrid nightmares often but when I do, I remember them and those fuckers are vivid. Too bad the nice dreams don't stick around like that.
mercie:
Well because I don't have anyone to be mushy with me, is how I suck. FUCKING suck, in fact. But, drugs love me, and I love them back... it's almost as fulfilling as a real relationship. Human contact is overrated anyway. way overrated.
I'm rambling now. Thanksgiving is gonna suck. ugh!
I'm rambling now. Thanksgiving is gonna suck. ugh!
a man walks out of his apartment
it is raining, he's got no umbrella
he starts running beneath the awnings
trying to save his suit
trying to dry but no good
when he gets to the crowded subway platform
he takes off both of his shoes
he steps right into somebody's fat loogie
and everyone who sees him says, ewww
but he doesn't care cause...
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it is raining, he's got no umbrella
he starts running beneath the awnings
trying to save his suit
trying to dry but no good
when he gets to the crowded subway platform
he takes off both of his shoes
he steps right into somebody's fat loogie
and everyone who sees him says, ewww
but he doesn't care cause...
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xanderknight:
I don't know who Sativa is, but I like the cloud that's bleeding. Was gonna say Aesop whatever his las name is for the GUESS THE LYRICS contest, but I'm lame.
"I'm afraid"
".....dont be...."
"But I'm afraid......"
"......Don't be....."
"I'm afraid"
".....dont be...."
"But I'm afraid......"
"......Don't be....."
morgan:
I made you a picture. You cannot tell because of the glare from my glasses, but my eyes are truly the most pathetic and emo part of this picture. Please please do not deny the emo that is this picture.
A string of devastating natural disasters in a short period of time.
pakistan, new orleans, southeast asia.
wars.
everywhere.
people feeling more desperately on edge than ever. on edge. the edge to what?
this is the end of times, people. i don't care what religion or lack thereof you adhere to. something or someone is PISSED.
This is not where i tell everyone to repent...
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pakistan, new orleans, southeast asia.
wars.
everywhere.
people feeling more desperately on edge than ever. on edge. the edge to what?
this is the end of times, people. i don't care what religion or lack thereof you adhere to. something or someone is PISSED.
This is not where i tell everyone to repent...
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shellymc:
The secret is safe with me 
Now go watch a movie and fatten up that girlfriend of yours (she says she is getting too thin)
She looks so much like Cate Blanchett!
I'm sure you hear that all the time?
Now go watch a movie and fatten up that girlfriend of yours (she says she is getting too thin)
She looks so much like Cate Blanchett!
I'm sure you hear that all the time?
happy dia del muertos everyone. i love halloween. although right now i'm kinda pissed cuz i was gonna be mr. T at work and for tonight and my friend screwed the pooch and didn't show up early enough and didn't bring the jewelry. i'm sooooo pissed. halloween is like my christmas. it's the only holiday i don't hate and now i'm acting like a 3...
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anyanka_____:
Ok, so not to be like a whiny brat or anything but I can't hold this in any longer, I'm so confused, seriouly...I feel like I'm loosing you. It really hurts me alot, because I've always been there for you, and I don't know what I've done .....why don't you love me anymore? I'm not trying to pick a fight or anything, I just want to understand. 
mercie:
I'm a tad bit upset you heard ...things. Things aren't supposed to go anywhere. But I'll forgive it since I know it's just that you guys care.
Also, yeah no, the king of emo goes to my favorite asshole still.
You can still be the prince though. Go pick up your crown!
(Also, your little descriptor made me laugh out loud, so yes, I needed that, and I need a little of what's in my journal, don't you think?)
[Edited on Nov 04, 2005 3:40PM]
Also, yeah no, the king of emo goes to my favorite asshole still.
You can still be the prince though. Go pick up your crown!
(Also, your little descriptor made me laugh out loud, so yes, I needed that, and I need a little of what's in my journal, don't you think?)
[Edited on Nov 04, 2005 3:40PM]
happy dia del muertos everyone. i love halloween. although right now i'm kinda pissed cuz i was gonna be mr. T at work and for tonight and my friend screwed the pooch and didn't show up early enough and didn't bring the jewelry. i'm sooooo pissed. halloween is like my christmas. it's the only holiday i don't hate and now i'm acting like a 3...
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wow. so thanks for all those birthday wishes. that was by far the most posts ever seen on this page. that even surpassed the super emo worm-eating one (not literally, just in a nobody-likes-me-everybody you know the rest kinda way). and thanks to morgan, cuz a lot of yall i've never seen, so i imagine there were some referalls. so yea. my birthday was pretty...
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zenobia:
masturbate, oral from girl and gay boy, sex with a girl, and anal with a boy and girl. do u think I could get it up that much in a day
morgan:
Happy Halloweeney, assbutt! I hope you got to work today and rock the costumeness.
Let's get it on soon, 'kay?
Let's get it on soon, 'kay?
today is my birthday eve. i never know how i'm gonna feel about my birthday. on my birthday, mean. i forgot it a few years. some years i dread it. some years i have big expectations. some years i don't tell anyone about it, and some years i tell everyone about it. i guess by writing this, i'm doing the latter. hmmmm. anyway so if...
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quietlythere:
bro Morgan say that you need to hump her in teh face, so get to work!!! 
cheech:
Yo Shake, you know you don't have a bathroom, baybeh
i never said i was even a GOOD boyfriend. so gimme a break here people. i am trying. also, Morgan, my lady, rules. go tell her so.
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morgan:
Read your comment in Cairo's journal, and had something I wanted to say:
See, here's the thing about love: If you sit around going "hey, where's love? when's love gonna get here? why is it so late?". Or you're too busy kind of preparing a place for it in your life, making sure everything is in order, and you're distracted. And then Love will show up and you won't notice it because you're too busy wondering where it is or how to get it. And then it'll be standing around waiting for you to see it standing there and it will eventually give up and go away.
You can't LOOK for love, and it isn't an entity. Sometimes you find it, and you choose to either accept it or not. Or to try it or not I suppose.
That's what I wanted to say.
And remember, to make love stay you must tell it the world is on fire and pee out the window.
[Edited on Oct 20, 2005 5:36PM]
See, here's the thing about love: If you sit around going "hey, where's love? when's love gonna get here? why is it so late?". Or you're too busy kind of preparing a place for it in your life, making sure everything is in order, and you're distracted. And then Love will show up and you won't notice it because you're too busy wondering where it is or how to get it. And then it'll be standing around waiting for you to see it standing there and it will eventually give up and go away.
You can't LOOK for love, and it isn't an entity. Sometimes you find it, and you choose to either accept it or not. Or to try it or not I suppose.
That's what I wanted to say.
And remember, to make love stay you must tell it the world is on fire and pee out the window.
[Edited on Oct 20, 2005 5:36PM]
morgan:
Also I've always found that love comes most often when I'm not wanting it. When I'm indifferent to it. And then it's like "hi, I'm love!" and it's all good.
the burlesque show was, very blank. blank = adjectives i am not literate enough to come up with. but hot, funny, gooey, neck stretching, jaw-dropping, getting hit in the face by roses and whip cream and water, entertaininment and fun was had. it was good meeting/hanging out with all yall at/after the show.
i wanna watch napoleon dynamite again. REAGAN IS SUPERRAD
i wanna watch napoleon dynamite again. REAGAN IS SUPERRAD
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pearlbutterfly:
i will def. call you later. thanks.
kulmagrrl:
Wait. Napolean Dynamite? Was is from the show or a set?
Yes, I am glad for my roof and for boobies!
How are you???
Yes, I am glad for my roof and for boobies!
How are you???
[Edited on Nov 29, 2005 5:18PM]