halfjack

i was a lot more popular when morgan and i were getting along better. suddenly i ain't gettin much postage on my page, and the buzzards are circlin on hers.

i have no follow up to that. i probably should. it's almost an accusation, and it warrants some sort of exsplanation of my evidence or my feelings or something

i suppose i should try.

it's odd dating a celebrity. i mean, that's what morgan is, really. we go out, and sometimes people recognize her. people write to her on her page all day every day. she is revered for her beauty intelligence personality whatever it is that gets all the kiddies off. i like her cuz she's just morgan. not the suicide girl but the woman. she's just an amazing person. i think sometimes people forget that these girls are women. they are real. and just because you show them sympathy or agree with them doesn't mean they are gonna jump your bones. i dunno maybe that statement is me just being paranoid and untrusting (as usual), and everyone who electronically pats her on the back is just a good friend. but it makes me wonder, if the worst happens, and w brake up, will i stop getting visitors? i mean i know for a fact that what little popularity i have is second hand from her. so will loyalty go to the celebrity? i mean, plus, it is always the guy's fault, so, hmmmm. i feel like this post makes me sound like a self-centered asshole. and yet, i can't bring myself to erase it. i guess i want something to come out of it. so here it is.

ladies and gentleman of the site: for those suicide girls who have dated members, and vice versa, and you had difficulties in the relationship that were brought to the public's attention on the board, or perhaps even broke up and that came out, may i ask what happened? not details, but ya know, general stuff. i don't know exactly what i'm looking for, but maybe you do.

also,