halfjack

Hi friends. Hold me. Here comes February.

There is nothing in this world that scares me more than February. That is because just about every bad thing that has ever happened in my life or to the folks I care about has happened in February. Cancer, overdoses, suicides, heartbreaks, hospitals, deaths, breakups, bad breakups, the breakup, deaths, cancer, suicide attempts, cancer, death, and so on and so on and so on. This month I've been making all my big moves, putting things into motion. I don't know if I'm hedging my bets, or just setting myself up for an even worse loss.
I've at least tried to make sure I have nothing to lose as far as women goes. I turned down a few offers to go to NYC this month, and ended things with the maybe girl. I got a good apartment, a good job, my career has a direction. I don't want to have to worry about this anymore.
Since literally as long as I can remember, the most important thing to me was making a new family. Nothing has been more important than finding the right partner to do this with. I thought I did. Apparently, I was wrong. good thing for me, there's more to life than love.
Like puppies! That's right fuckers. Who needs babies when the motherfuckin shiba inus are back?
Speaking of puppies, this link is cute, but pay attention to the evil future drama queen in this video. You pay attention. She's goin places.
And now, for some music selections that have been getting back into my playlists this week.









It's emergency month. Good thing I'm taking training for this type of thing.
Here's hoping we all come out of this month alright. Have a happy February friends.

Oh, and I'll have pictures of the classy new joint next time, since by then I will have finally purchased a digital camera. Right? At this rate, maybe I'll join Facebook.....