thanks for all the well wishes. i really really appreciate them.
this sucks.
i wish i had a job or something to keep my mind off it, but all i have is video games and movies i've already seen a million times and neither is really helping. i have too much time. and sleeping, well, lets just say i don't like what happens when i...
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this sucks.
i wish i had a job or something to keep my mind off it, but all i have is video games and movies i've already seen a million times and neither is really helping. i have too much time. and sleeping, well, lets just say i don't like what happens when i...
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so yea. if you've visited Morgan's page you know. it was awful. but it was quiet. and it could have been worse. but it's right. that's all i can say right now. i am girlfriendless and as of 5 minutes ago, jobless. yeah for me.
edited to add: hey, i really shouldn't be so glum. i dated an sg, probably the mohottest and mocoolest...
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edited to add: hey, i really shouldn't be so glum. i dated an sg, probably the mohottest and mocoolest...
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veyron:
Things will get better soon! Just have to keep your head high and keep an eye out for any opportunity that comes your way.
Things will get better soon! Just have to keep your head high and keep an eye out for any opportunity that comes your way.
perilsensitive:
That is handling it like a man. Class. *thumbs up*
Hope the best for ya both.
Hope the best for ya both.
so is this where it all comes apart? where threadbare becomes tatters? what seemed worn and weathered sure, but comfortable and favored above all else, is overcome by entropic designs and the fabric, the fabric of space and time and self and what we percieve as the true prize of life, possible true love, tears and the sound, well, the sound of the tearing is...
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aaraa:
mmm bright eyes reference?
well that just shows how deep you are hahaha
well that just shows how deep you are hahaha
morgan:
Thank you. Remember, if you get anyone whining at you about this send 'em my way. I'll beat them up for you.
halfjack:
damned dollies products
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song:
those are amazing. i just want great personal/emotional/artist growth in this new year. You?
xanderknight:
New Years Resolutions............
eat less
party more
whine less
speak up more
cry less
sing more.
Appreciate my friends much more
Appreciate my family much more
Be honest wth myself more
Talk to my dad more
Going places? I would like to go see Ozomatli again.........in Los Angeles. Would love to fly out there and stay in a hotel........
eat less
party more
whine less
speak up more
cry less
sing more.
Appreciate my friends much more
Appreciate my family much more
Be honest wth myself more
Talk to my dad more
Going places? I would like to go see Ozomatli again.........in Los Angeles. Would love to fly out there and stay in a hotel........
in current news, i'm at Mercie's place chillin. like a villain. with Morgan. that's right. be jellos.
in not fun current news, i'm getting a little tired of work. it's a coffee shop, and besides the owner, we now have only 2 employees. so i kinda work 12 hours a day for 6 days a week. 6:30 to 6:30. i wanna sleep! sundays...
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in not fun current news, i'm getting a little tired of work. it's a coffee shop, and besides the owner, we now have only 2 employees. so i kinda work 12 hours a day for 6 days a week. 6:30 to 6:30. i wanna sleep! sundays...
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kulmagrrl:
You can see mine because I added them back in. But a few are different than they used to be.
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
P.S. That's cool you cooked a great turkey...yes, I am that far behind.
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
P.S. That's cool you cooked a great turkey...yes, I am that far behind.
notthellama:
i tell ya that morgan, something nice.
thanks for the birfday wishes; you're a doll.
aside from too much coffee, how are things? i kinda disappeared for a bit.
thanks for the birfday wishes; you're a doll.
aside from too much coffee, how are things? i kinda disappeared for a bit.
in current news, i'm at Mercie's place chillin. like a villain. with Morgan. that's right. be jellos.
in not fun current news, i'm getting a little tired of work. it's a coffee shop, and besides the owner, we now have only 2 employees. so i kinda work 12 hours a day for 6 days a week. 6:30 to 6:30. i wanna sleep! sundays...
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in not fun current news, i'm getting a little tired of work. it's a coffee shop, and besides the owner, we now have only 2 employees. so i kinda work 12 hours a day for 6 days a week. 6:30 to 6:30. i wanna sleep! sundays...
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ok. so sorry about that last post. i'm still sort out in a chaotic state, but i'm trying not to think about it and allow myself to not only go through the motions, but enjoy things around me. so there's that. i'm not better, but i'll figure something out. just need something corporeal to grab onto is all. and no one seems that way right...
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morgan:
A geek poem for you:
Roses are red
violets are blue
all of my base
are belong to you
Roses are red
violets are blue
all of my base
are belong to you
xanderknight:
id just like to say that i enjoyed ur last post, on my 2nd to last entry. Where did the skittles thing come from........actually, i dont care, its fine with me 
yeah i do have wheels, and i will be calling you on the hanging out shit and all, cuz yeah i miss you, and everyone else....
another thing, my internet is fucked up, and i can only get to SG by way of my Sidekick (but cant read the comments) or local library (which is big on surfing NON porn sites)......so if u want, u can just send ur comments to my phone email......xanderexcalibur@tmail.com.
_Regit Niloahs_
yeah i do have wheels, and i will be calling you on the hanging out shit and all, cuz yeah i miss you, and everyone else....
another thing, my internet is fucked up, and i can only get to SG by way of my Sidekick (but cant read the comments) or local library (which is big on surfing NON porn sites)......so if u want, u can just send ur comments to my phone email......xanderexcalibur@tmail.com.
_Regit Niloahs_
i am cast out by him into the cold. the wind blows through everything. the snow offers some solace, enough to soothe my anger. but not dull my pain. i walk and walk through it and as my fingers begin to numb and move slower and cars are passing without sympathy i am feeling slightly nostalgic for times when i was literally, and not just...
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morgan:
I sent you an email!
Read and respond or SUFFER MY WRATH!
Read and respond or SUFFER MY WRATH!
morgan:
Don't be sorry. I'd rather we take our time and end up working out than rush things and end up having to split because of it, you know what I mean?
I do really miss you though. I've been having fun during the weeks and on weekends but things still feel lonely without you
I do really miss you though. I've been having fun during the weeks and on weekends but things still feel lonely without you
so as it turns out, thanksgiving was awesome. there was no frying, i did it in the oven, and it was the BEST FUCKING TURKEY I'VE EVER HAD. no question. it was amazing. i feel so rock star cowboy american cheeseburger about my cooking abilities right now. the taters and asparagus and gravies and stuffing it was awesome. topped my mom. and that's tough.
highlights:...
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aaraa:
if you instant message me i can send you some songs
morgan:
You know you can talk to me whenever you want...I care about you no matter what we are or what we end up being.
Also, if you wanna get songs from any SG peoples, give 'em my AOL screenname and I'll burn you CDs.
Also, if you wanna get songs from any SG peoples, give 'em my AOL screenname and I'll burn you CDs.
so i figured out how to have vivid dreams. my whole life, or at least for awhile, i've been haunted by dreams i cannot remember, or only woke up with a flash or an emotion. so now, thanks to my shitty work schedule, i've only been getting like 1-2 hours of sleep every night and each time i can remember more of my dreams. YEAH!...
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morgan:
I watched a movie last night that contained a Rachel Yamagata song. However I do not wish to reveal the identity of this movie as it is quite embarrasing that I was watching it. So I face a dilema.
morgan:
Nevermind, it ain't worth getting worked up over.
[Edited on Nov 29, 2005 5:18PM]
[Edited on Nov 29, 2005 5:18PM]
it's like 7:30. or something. it's early. i had to wake up and get a ride down to work 40 minutes before my shift so i wouldn't get caught in traffic. i probably only got an hour of sleep last night. ok so this ain't that bad. thing is, in that one hour of sleep i had one of the most horrible dreams that i've...
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mercie:
All this mushiness in your journal comments serves to remind me how much I suck. And I don't have horrid nightmares often but when I do, I remember them and those fuckers are vivid. Too bad the nice dreams don't stick around like that.
mercie:
Well because I don't have anyone to be mushy with me, is how I suck. FUCKING suck, in fact. But, drugs love me, and I love them back... it's almost as fulfilling as a real relationship. Human contact is overrated anyway. way overrated.
I'm rambling now. Thanksgiving is gonna suck. ugh!
I'm rambling now. Thanksgiving is gonna suck. ugh!
Hey dude, I need to get that Office XP disk back from you... AND I STILL WANT MY MANWICH!!!!