hakainohate

Hello everyone, I guess i should introduce myself. I go by synthetic in the modeling/dancing world. I work at exotica internation here in portland, as well as sugar shack but I'm not a huge fan of working at that club seeing as if you're from portland and familar with it you know why I don't make money there Haha.

I've been really overworking myself lately, i'm really lonely, but i've made some friends now that i'm working. I'm a bands mascot haha, and i have a crush on a guy. I'm kind of chicken to tell him, I'm 18 and afraid of telling a school girl crush that i like him, now that's back to middle school haha. I'm not afraid of him liking me back in return Im kind of afraid if he does end up liking me that people might think of me as a "groupie" since i did meet him through the band. OH well maybe i'll have the guts to tell him. haha I"m funny i haven't had a crush in almost a year and a half and i don't remember how to handle them.

I'm debating maybe getting my back tattoo outline done sometime soon...but it's top secret i don't want my Idea taken! even tho it's probably been done i don't want to hear about it! Well if you're in portland and read this before the end of jan. 6th 2005, yes i mean before midnight, come to the halo lounge and see the band that i happen to be the mascot stripper for!

-Synthetic