Sometimes things aren't so bad: These times my friend from Canada she's online soon, making surface again...I can sleep late every morning enjoying the evening playing video games or listening good music...I planned going to cinema with friends going to see "resident evil II", hope this will happens. Of course i haven'nt got the last job i got interview for but this was not my...
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I woke up late today, i waited all night for my Canada's friend online but she wasn't there. So now i wait for an interview at the end of the week for a job in a big american optical compagny and it's very near my home, that's will be so nice if i will be hired, but no dream sometimes things doen'nt goes as we...
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claire:
coucou
regarde dans group, sg francophone, tu verra, tu pourra parler en francais
regarde dans group, sg francophone, tu verra, tu pourra parler en francais
rockstarinc:
Get ready to Party like a Rockstar when we get there. 
My world goes down: i still don't find a job and i'm afraid about my future, i have constantly panick attack and my nights are horribles, i sleep in the sofa of my parents house with my cat. I'm afraid to get depresses once again, last time it was last summer and i loose my job i was in since five years; that's a drama...
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snottlebocket:
you are part of something, you're part of your own family and you're part of us here on sg =)
i'm sure you're part of a lot more things without realising and i'm sure you'll find a job eventually, it just takes some confidence.
i'm sure you're part of a lot more things without realising and i'm sure you'll find a job eventually, it just takes some confidence.
haibane:
Thanks it's nice from you
Here it's midnight near and i can't sleep, i'm watching Dark Angel series that i have in dvd, in fact i own a lot of dvd, about 300 and i realize since my fiancee died i take refuge in imagination and watching movie, being obfuscate from real life just because i was working, but no one were in my life. I realize i had a sad life, no one loving me no more.
Well better stop here, tomorrow is another day...maybe.
Here it's midnight near and i can't sleep, i'm watching Dark Angel series that i have in dvd, in fact i own a lot of dvd, about 300 and i realize since my fiancee died i take refuge in imagination and watching movie, being obfuscate from real life just because i was working, but no one were in my life. I realize i had a sad life, no one loving me no more.
Well better stop here, tomorrow is another day...maybe.
life is shitty:
the job i founded beginning on september is down, the best thing my employeur said to me is that he will need me on january!! but that's too far, really too far, so i have to find another job if i want to live a little because i don't earn money and those i spend actually is almost gone and my familly...
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the job i founded beginning on september is down, the best thing my employeur said to me is that he will need me on january!! but that's too far, really too far, so i have to find another job if i want to live a little because i don't earn money and those i spend actually is almost gone and my familly...
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Things are getting better:
I found a job beginning on September with my former "employeur", i'm really relieved i was fearing never to find one.
That's leave me three month to rest before.
I'm still very worried about my dear friend: i still have no news of her, i hope she's no more ill and that she could have came back in Canada, but i'm...
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I found a job beginning on September with my former "employeur", i'm really relieved i was fearing never to find one.
That's leave me three month to rest before.
I'm still very worried about my dear friend: i still have no news of her, i hope she's no more ill and that she could have came back in Canada, but i'm...
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snottlebocket:
hey, how are you doing?
i hope your friend is ok but if she went to a nunnery to heal like you said she won't have much acces to modern things like internet i think.
i hope your friend is ok but if she went to a nunnery to heal like you said she won't have much acces to modern things like internet i think.
haibane:
Good news!
I received mails from my dear friend Siouxie
, she's coming back to Canada at Duncan being very ill with bills from the hospital. Furthermore she had to pay her appartement with food and electricity: she's so poor and never had luck: being abandonned at birth.
But anyway she's alive and she wrote to me. I send her via interflora roses to her: two ones with a ribbons^^ i hope she 'll appreciate.
Tomorrow i have to go to north suburbs of Paris seing my former and future "employeur" to speak with him about a job for me starting in september with half time: that will be fine for me because my health isn'nt very good. But i'm kind of anxious to work again after one year being ill....i suppose things will goes well, i hope^^
i'm so glad my friend is alive and wote me
Last tuesday i saw TROIE in a cinema with a friend, it wasn'nt as good as i hoped, missing mythology part for me. But the fight were really well made!
bye ~S~
I received mails from my dear friend Siouxie
, she's coming back to Canada at Duncan being very ill with bills from the hospital. Furthermore she had to pay her appartement with food and electricity: she's so poor and never had luck: being abandonned at birth.
But anyway she's alive and she wrote to me. I send her via interflora roses to her: two ones with a ribbons^^ i hope she 'll appreciate.
Tomorrow i have to go to north suburbs of Paris seing my former and future "employeur" to speak with him about a job for me starting in september with half time: that will be fine for me because my health isn'nt very good. But i'm kind of anxious to work again after one year being ill....i suppose things will goes well, i hope^^
i'm so glad my friend is alive and wote me
Last tuesday i saw TROIE in a cinema with a friend, it wasn'nt as good as i hoped, missing mythology part for me. But the fight were really well made!
bye ~S~
Here it's past midnight and i feel sad & heartbroken
I got panic attacks all the day concerning finding a new job, feared never to find one...
Morever my friends didn'nt get me news, i'm wondering what they think about me, i feel so alone...
My dear-friend in canada don't wrote me since near two month and i worry, worry, worry a lot because she...
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mathilde74:
je ne nie pas que le viol est qq chose de dur , je dis simplement que chaque personne ne l'apprehende pas de la meme manire. ton amie l'a vecue d'une facon, moi d'une autre.
ensuite.... je te dirais vraiment, et en toute sympathie , d'aller au plus vite voir ton therapeute pour pallier tes crises de panique. tu te rends bien compte que seul tu n'y arrives pas, que tu boucles sur ta souffrance et que tu t'en nourris.
je ne porte aucun jugement comprends le bien.
je te dis simplement que la depression est aussi une chose dans alquelle on peut se complaire car ca devient une facon de vivre et la seule qu'on connait. si tu es entirement envahi par des crises d'angoisse, tu ne pourras analyser tes souffrances et avancer.
ensuite.... je te dirais vraiment, et en toute sympathie , d'aller au plus vite voir ton therapeute pour pallier tes crises de panique. tu te rends bien compte que seul tu n'y arrives pas, que tu boucles sur ta souffrance et que tu t'en nourris.
je ne porte aucun jugement comprends le bien.
je te dis simplement que la depression est aussi une chose dans alquelle on peut se complaire car ca devient une facon de vivre et la seule qu'on connait. si tu es entirement envahi par des crises d'angoisse, tu ne pourras analyser tes souffrances et avancer.
haibane:
Merci Mathilde
Je vais aller bientt voir mon therapeuthe, j'ai rendez vous avec lui dbut juin.
Mais j'ai reue une super bonne nouvelle aujourd'hui: j'ai tlphon mon ex-employeur la Courneuve et il est d'accord pour me reprendre: il ouvre un deuxime magasin et ds septembre je vais reprendre la vie active temps partiel, je sais que cela me fera beaucoup de bien, surtout dans la tte: je me sentirais "normal" mme si le temps de transport est assez long d'un bout l'autre de la region parisienne je ne travaillerais qu' mi-temps.
donc aujourd'hui je suis heureux d'avoir un travail en perspective: Youpi!!!!
sympa de ta part de penser m'crire
~H~
Je vais aller bientt voir mon therapeuthe, j'ai rendez vous avec lui dbut juin.
Mais j'ai reue une super bonne nouvelle aujourd'hui: j'ai tlphon mon ex-employeur la Courneuve et il est d'accord pour me reprendre: il ouvre un deuxime magasin et ds septembre je vais reprendre la vie active temps partiel, je sais que cela me fera beaucoup de bien, surtout dans la tte: je me sentirais "normal" mme si le temps de transport est assez long d'un bout l'autre de la region parisienne je ne travaillerais qu' mi-temps.
donc aujourd'hui je suis heureux d'avoir un travail en perspective: Youpi!!!!
sympa de ta part de penser m'crire
~H~
hi everybody^^
life is really shitty....
I'm trying finding a new job so today i got my hair cut but just a little because i like my hair long
I quit my last job on september because i was depressed but money's end so i have to work soon to live: i even not own an appartement because i'm alone and don't earn enough money,...
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life is really shitty....
I'm trying finding a new job so today i got my hair cut but just a little because i like my hair long
I quit my last job on september because i was depressed but money's end so i have to work soon to live: i even not own an appartement because i'm alone and don't earn enough money,...
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snottlebocket:
g'morning bane
haibane:
Good Morning too,
I just finish my Breakfast and i'm wondering what to do today. I don't remember my last evening....i suppose i get sleep i front of the tv, i remember i wasn'nt feeling well and then...the darkness :?
have a nice day too
I just finish my Breakfast and i'm wondering what to do today. I don't remember my last evening....i suppose i get sleep i front of the tv, i remember i wasn'nt feeling well and then...the darkness :?
have a nice day too
hi^--^
I'm very new here, and i came from france, i live in paris suburbs
i'm an anime fan, especially serial experiments lain^^
well i'll finish this later
thanks
I'm very new here, and i came from france, i live in paris suburbs
i'm an anime fan, especially serial experiments lain^^
well i'll finish this later
thanks
varzadium:
Hi over there in France.
haibane:
hi everybody^^
life is really shitty....
I'm trying finding a new job so today i got my hair cut but just a little because i like my hair long
I quit my last job on september because i was depressed but money's end so i have to work soon to live: i even not own an appartement because i'm alone and don't earn enough money, and i hate to live alone since my girlfriend died five years ago commiting suicide, she was a real suicide girl^^: i wished to find her here but she's no more....
furthermore my best friend is homeless, being abandonned at birth: she's really neat but i have no news since near two month because she's in Canada and i'm in France: i never met her In Real Life but we spoked hours together and she's very ill being healed in a nunnery because american hospital don't want her (she's from canada and don't have money).
Well, these day are really shitty, hopefully i watched Kill Bill today dreaming my friend hitting all assholes & bastards who hurt her...
poor little thing abandonned^^
Now the evening began and my spirit wanders....wondering to find a friend to speak....meh
H: my AIM login is haibane: i will be happy to chat a little!
I'm a big anime fan, i got thounsed of dvd and lot are anime, i love especially LAIN.
i would like have some pot this evening to relax a little but i guess cigarrettes will be fine for now.
Sing While You May!
the blessed deviant
I'm french so forgive my orthograph^^
life is really shitty....
I'm trying finding a new job so today i got my hair cut but just a little because i like my hair long
I quit my last job on september because i was depressed but money's end so i have to work soon to live: i even not own an appartement because i'm alone and don't earn enough money, and i hate to live alone since my girlfriend died five years ago commiting suicide, she was a real suicide girl^^: i wished to find her here but she's no more....
furthermore my best friend is homeless, being abandonned at birth: she's really neat but i have no news since near two month because she's in Canada and i'm in France: i never met her In Real Life but we spoked hours together and she's very ill being healed in a nunnery because american hospital don't want her (she's from canada and don't have money).
Well, these day are really shitty, hopefully i watched Kill Bill today dreaming my friend hitting all assholes & bastards who hurt her...
poor little thing abandonned^^
Now the evening began and my spirit wanders....wondering to find a friend to speak....meh
H: my AIM login is haibane: i will be happy to chat a little!
I'm a big anime fan, i got thounsed of dvd and lot are anime, i love especially LAIN.
i would like have some pot this evening to relax a little but i guess cigarrettes will be fine for now.
Sing While You May!
the blessed deviant
I'm french so forgive my orthograph^^