haibane

hi everybody^^

life is really shitty....
I'm trying finding a new job so today i got my hair cut but just a little because i like my hair long
I quit my last job on september because i was depressed but money's end so i have to work soon to live: i even not own an appartement because i'm alone and don't earn enough money, and i hate to live alone since my girlfriend died five years ago commiting suicide, she was a real suicide girl^^: i wished to find her here but she's no more....
furthermore my best friend is homeless, being abandonned at birth: she's really neat but i have no news since near two month because she's in Canada and i'm in France: i never met her In Real Life but we spoked hours together and she's very ill being healed in a nunnery because american hospital don't want her (she's from canada and don't have money).
Well, these day are really shitty, hopefully i watched Kill Bill today dreaming my friend hitting all assholes & bastards who hurt her ... poor little thing abandonned^^
Now the evening began and my spirit wanders....wondering to find a friend to speak....meh
H: my AIM login is haibane: i will be happy to chat a little!


I'm a big anime fan, i got thounsed of dvd and lot are anime, i love especially LAIN.

i would like have some pot this evening to relax a little but i guess cigarrettes will be fine for now.


Sing While You May!

the blessed deviant
I'm french so forgive my orthograph^^