Sasuke just leave, we played Need For Speed Underground 2 on PS2 together and we smoked Pot too; that's games cool remembering Fast & Furious 1&2...
On December, 9 i planned going with westeland seing the dance show of claire & TankStrangeCrust, i can't wait to be there
Well, anyway my job seeking researchs aren't very good, it's so hard finding a job and...
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On December, 9 i planned going with westeland seing the dance show of claire & TankStrangeCrust, i can't wait to be there
Well, anyway my job seeking researchs aren't very good, it's so hard finding a job and...
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What a gloomy day!
i woke late, spend time at home and still in pyjama and (too bad) i saw nobody; i just stay in my bedroom playing on my new brand PS2 to Star Ocean (till end of time): i incarne Fayt Leingod a young man who detains, without knowing, the secret power of galaxy annihilation, even if he doesn'nt know it; the story...
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i woke late, spend time at home and still in pyjama and (too bad) i saw nobody; i just stay in my bedroom playing on my new brand PS2 to Star Ocean (till end of time): i incarne Fayt Leingod a young man who detains, without knowing, the secret power of galaxy annihilation, even if he doesn'nt know it; the story...
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myra:
Thanks for your comment! Hope to see you in Paris in April...I hope I can get there. 
myra:
Aww, contacts are nothin for me, I always pick my eyes 
But I didnt know you are an optician, thats cool!
But I didnt know you are an optician, thats cool!
Today is a beautyfull day, because the sun's there,
Yesterday a photograph friend of mine went at home to take pics from me for several use: resume and book too, it was as shinny as today and i spend a very nice day, i can't wait to have them on paper and on cd, he's gonna use photoshop to make B&W too.
Well, Hi to...
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Yesterday a photograph friend of mine went at home to take pics from me for several use: resume and book too, it was as shinny as today and i spend a very nice day, i can't wait to have them on paper and on cd, he's gonna use photoshop to make B&W too.
Well, Hi to...
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snottlebocket:
well you're in a good mood today, nice to see that =)
snottlebocket:
eh i never said that, i just meant that it's nice to see you in a good mood, as in good for you.
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mathilde74:
non merde je voulais dire le 5 janvier pas dcembre . et ca fait que je vais economiser jusque la
. et ca fait que je vais economiser jusque la 
madison:
no. no france for me.
i tried quitting twice last month and i still smoke
i tried quitting twice last month and i still smoke
Nothing Important happened today
I wish i could met some peoples from SG in Paris to take a cofee and spend time in Paris streets. Just taking good time: there're so many things to be seen there^^
Well, Hi to my friends here!
~S~
I wish i could met some peoples from SG in Paris to take a cofee and spend time in Paris streets. Just taking good time: there're so many things to be seen there^^
Well, Hi to my friends here!
~S~
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sasuke:
hello steph je passerai peut etre cet apres midi vers 4h si je taff pas tcho see you next 
rockstarinc:
Hope the show is great and the coffee with a friend too.
haibane:
Pics from my world
Sometimes things aren't so bad: These times my friend from Canada she's online soon, making surface again...I can sleep late every morning enjoying the evening playing video games or listening good music...I planned going to cinema with friends going to see "resident evil II", hope this will happens. Of course i haven'nt got the last job i got interview for but this was not my...
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I woke up late today, i waited all night for my Canada's friend online but she wasn't there. So now i wait for an interview at the end of the week for a job in a big american optical compagny and it's very near my home, that's will be so nice if i will be hired, but no dream sometimes things doen'nt goes as we...
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claire:
coucou
regarde dans group, sg francophone, tu verra, tu pourra parler en francais
regarde dans group, sg francophone, tu verra, tu pourra parler en francais
rockstarinc:
Get ready to Party like a Rockstar when we get there. 
My world goes down: i still don't find a job and i'm afraid about my future, i have constantly panick attack and my nights are horribles, i sleep in the sofa of my parents house with my cat. I'm afraid to get depresses once again, last time it was last summer and i loose my job i was in since five years; that's a drama...
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snottlebocket:
you are part of something, you're part of your own family and you're part of us here on sg =)
i'm sure you're part of a lot more things without realising and i'm sure you'll find a job eventually, it just takes some confidence.
i'm sure you're part of a lot more things without realising and i'm sure you'll find a job eventually, it just takes some confidence.
haibane:
Thanks it's nice from you
Here it's midnight near and i can't sleep, i'm watching Dark Angel series that i have in dvd, in fact i own a lot of dvd, about 300 and i realize since my fiancee died i take refuge in imagination and watching movie, being obfuscate from real life just because i was working, but no one were in my life. I realize i had a sad life, no one loving me no more.
Well better stop here, tomorrow is another day...maybe.
Here it's midnight near and i can't sleep, i'm watching Dark Angel series that i have in dvd, in fact i own a lot of dvd, about 300 and i realize since my fiancee died i take refuge in imagination and watching movie, being obfuscate from real life just because i was working, but no one were in my life. I realize i had a sad life, no one loving me no more.
Well better stop here, tomorrow is another day...maybe.
life is shitty:
the job i founded beginning on september is down, the best thing my employeur said to me is that he will need me on january!! but that's too far, really too far, so i have to find another job if i want to live a little because i don't earn money and those i spend actually is almost gone and my familly...
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the job i founded beginning on september is down, the best thing my employeur said to me is that he will need me on january!! but that's too far, really too far, so i have to find another job if i want to live a little because i don't earn money and those i spend actually is almost gone and my familly...
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Things are getting better:
I found a job beginning on September with my former "employeur", i'm really relieved i was fearing never to find one.
That's leave me three month to rest before.
I'm still very worried about my dear friend: i still have no news of her, i hope she's no more ill and that she could have came back in Canada, but i'm...
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I found a job beginning on September with my former "employeur", i'm really relieved i was fearing never to find one.
That's leave me three month to rest before.
I'm still very worried about my dear friend: i still have no news of her, i hope she's no more ill and that she could have came back in Canada, but i'm...
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snottlebocket:
hey, how are you doing?
i hope your friend is ok but if she went to a nunnery to heal like you said she won't have much acces to modern things like internet i think.
i hope your friend is ok but if she went to a nunnery to heal like you said she won't have much acces to modern things like internet i think.
haibane:
Good news!
I received mails from my dear friend Siouxie
, she's coming back to Canada at Duncan being very ill with bills from the hospital. Furthermore she had to pay her appartement with food and electricity: she's so poor and never had luck: being abandonned at birth.
But anyway she's alive and she wrote to me. I send her via interflora roses to her: two ones with a ribbons^^ i hope she 'll appreciate.
Tomorrow i have to go to north suburbs of Paris seing my former and future "employeur" to speak with him about a job for me starting in september with half time: that will be fine for me because my health isn'nt very good. But i'm kind of anxious to work again after one year being ill....i suppose things will goes well, i hope^^
i'm so glad my friend is alive and wote me
Last tuesday i saw TROIE in a cinema with a friend, it wasn'nt as good as i hoped, missing mythology part for me. But the fight were really well made!
bye ~S~
I received mails from my dear friend Siouxie
, she's coming back to Canada at Duncan being very ill with bills from the hospital. Furthermore she had to pay her appartement with food and electricity: she's so poor and never had luck: being abandonned at birth.
But anyway she's alive and she wrote to me. I send her via interflora roses to her: two ones with a ribbons^^ i hope she 'll appreciate.
Tomorrow i have to go to north suburbs of Paris seing my former and future "employeur" to speak with him about a job for me starting in september with half time: that will be fine for me because my health isn'nt very good. But i'm kind of anxious to work again after one year being ill....i suppose things will goes well, i hope^^
i'm so glad my friend is alive and wote me
Last tuesday i saw TROIE in a cinema with a friend, it wasn'nt as good as i hoped, missing mythology part for me. But the fight were really well made!
bye ~S~
Here it's past midnight and i feel sad & heartbroken
I got panic attacks all the day concerning finding a new job, feared never to find one...
Morever my friends didn'nt get me news, i'm wondering what they think about me, i feel so alone...
My dear-friend in canada don't wrote me since near two month and i worry, worry, worry a lot because she...
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mathilde74:
je ne nie pas que le viol est qq chose de dur , je dis simplement que chaque personne ne l'apprehende pas de la meme manire. ton amie l'a vecue d'une facon, moi d'une autre.
ensuite.... je te dirais vraiment, et en toute sympathie , d'aller au plus vite voir ton therapeute pour pallier tes crises de panique. tu te rends bien compte que seul tu n'y arrives pas, que tu boucles sur ta souffrance et que tu t'en nourris.
je ne porte aucun jugement comprends le bien.
je te dis simplement que la depression est aussi une chose dans alquelle on peut se complaire car ca devient une facon de vivre et la seule qu'on connait. si tu es entirement envahi par des crises d'angoisse, tu ne pourras analyser tes souffrances et avancer.
ensuite.... je te dirais vraiment, et en toute sympathie , d'aller au plus vite voir ton therapeute pour pallier tes crises de panique. tu te rends bien compte que seul tu n'y arrives pas, que tu boucles sur ta souffrance et que tu t'en nourris.
je ne porte aucun jugement comprends le bien.
je te dis simplement que la depression est aussi une chose dans alquelle on peut se complaire car ca devient une facon de vivre et la seule qu'on connait. si tu es entirement envahi par des crises d'angoisse, tu ne pourras analyser tes souffrances et avancer.
haibane:
Merci Mathilde
Je vais aller bientt voir mon therapeuthe, j'ai rendez vous avec lui dbut juin.
Mais j'ai reue une super bonne nouvelle aujourd'hui: j'ai tlphon mon ex-employeur la Courneuve et il est d'accord pour me reprendre: il ouvre un deuxime magasin et ds septembre je vais reprendre la vie active temps partiel, je sais que cela me fera beaucoup de bien, surtout dans la tte: je me sentirais "normal" mme si le temps de transport est assez long d'un bout l'autre de la region parisienne je ne travaillerais qu' mi-temps.
donc aujourd'hui je suis heureux d'avoir un travail en perspective: Youpi!!!!
sympa de ta part de penser m'crire
~H~
Je vais aller bientt voir mon therapeuthe, j'ai rendez vous avec lui dbut juin.
Mais j'ai reue une super bonne nouvelle aujourd'hui: j'ai tlphon mon ex-employeur la Courneuve et il est d'accord pour me reprendre: il ouvre un deuxime magasin et ds septembre je vais reprendre la vie active temps partiel, je sais que cela me fera beaucoup de bien, surtout dans la tte: je me sentirais "normal" mme si le temps de transport est assez long d'un bout l'autre de la region parisienne je ne travaillerais qu' mi-temps.
donc aujourd'hui je suis heureux d'avoir un travail en perspective: Youpi!!!!
sympa de ta part de penser m'crire
~H~
live on
rave on...
love