For some people it's the sudden shock of being alone, for others it's the actually physical parting, and then for people like me it all hits home about three weeks layer when you realize just how bored you are alone. It almost feels like I'm just going sober all over again, nothing seems quite as interesting as it would be if she was around and my motivation just isn't there.
All that and it's the worse time of the year, seriously fuck Halloween I will never look at the end of October the same after working at a Hot Topic.
All that and it's the worse time of the year, seriously fuck Halloween I will never look at the end of October the same after working at a Hot Topic.

notoriouscat:
weird. my soon to be ex-husband was working at "Hot Topic" in NJ last October when we split, so while I don't really know what your journal is talking about, I think I might relate.
