hafu

thanks everyone for your well wishes! yeah. did the drug test on friday and i'll pass for sure unless something odd happened. like i ate a burger with poppy seeds and a side of crack. or as i call it (someone slipping me some stupid)

so im leaving in a week plus a few days. if you want to hang out with Hafu, better make it quick. of course id be coming back when i can (and possibly for some meet up venues - gotta love that.)

been trying to make friends online with people in charlottesville and the local areas. a little success. and been learning some cool places to eat. thats all nice.

most of all, i think im hoping that i will find some real roots. all my life i have moved every 2, 3, or 4 years. this may be the first time that i stay in the same house for more than that. and i have a feeling of excitment and sadness. a weird double faced emotion. if you read my side profile - im so bad with my moving, i really cant claim a "hometown". because i dont feel any connection to any of the places that i lived. i have some GREAT memories, but no roots. and im thinking this job and my friends there may provide those roots. hopefully. but im not keeping my hopes up. who knows what will happen out there.

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Me: i donno
Me: the words "youre going to a strip club" were said though
****flaeme: hahaha
****flaeme: lots of damsels in distress HAFU
Me: ooooh, she's doing it because she wants her fathers love!!! i can be her daddy... for a night....omg. thats horrible. and awesome at the same time.
****flaeme: omg HAFU i love you

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p.s. - my food talks to me and tells me what to do. (THIS IS REAL!)